"So, he made you come by kissing you?"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ1f5jkShL
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMydZI3Jl6
"You like him more than you let on."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xIXi1hZOj
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHYGfgSEXo
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsMxAliMJz
"Fuck you," I reply.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAG7QptuTY
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEON0gkwBs
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4JJiE8mJ9
"I have to go."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPvbaa9pLu
"Where you going?"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hdeEVTCzJ
"Home. Away from you."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0SerTQXtc
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxyhxBtaSs
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNS9sL6Wmt
"Oh, and E?"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07wvfMHuAC
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcJ7M2el2d
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSDJIcSiVN
"Fuck off, and goodbye."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv9vnlrzCg
"I love you too!"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PsaWsul3w
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmS2ewGYK2
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb8ueAdMbF
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvCTE4xLAW
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLyKwvevYL
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASGDr2ctyU
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEmhqlvhAw
"What's it now?" I asked.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIY2Kh1GuJ
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkX7mM0vsh
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhna21sdNA
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKE5hTQuHC
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPsnQPfUii
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR5hWq7Rc9
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0qrxOX00F
"Rozii?"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jDhojp2Rg
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpr13wIMWm
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPgbH2nzti
"Please don't laugh."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qeguwdghN
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9QSYNRWvP
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3LeKF6MmQ
My story is interrupted by his laughter.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1IXdZd5vf
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBet1IkAzUK
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln9HfohIyV
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeh0k07HXd
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYxsEVJhLV
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7rkS0Wlg7
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1KJeh7xhB
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe93yBssul
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QM70ZgncF
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXsYT28zSp
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqk1ljCspc
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHGECCLstA
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxxsdB6VMq
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNHibXOXev
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpR1ENoLA4
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTSVIVTQp8
Bad hair. I hate that term.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqvdfSXzWy
"Desta..."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFycuHsJTQI
"It's fine. I don't need friends."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsn5YAXXS4
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNIntagtIK
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz6oB2ZHdU
"Rozii can be your friend."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNGoEzsPB8
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHrde5iyyY
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w3GDYZ5DE
"I'm not enough."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO15lwg2KC
"Never say that!"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb7Yhh5tzE
Why is he shouting?569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgbLhJFHKz
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubkJ7qpHuG
"Desta—"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrIZCHIXLZ
"Shut up."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtRrgtJRQV
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOpYpkYbsZ
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fa8QTJnIN
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3rn8Ocpd9
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc60qYHvFPG
"Answer me."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ASswGZSPf
"Y-yes, Desta."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRisWtDPnA
"Sir."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcvGtBOR7e
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SgN1LMxjf
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzbRaneikJ
"Hold on to the bars."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3jOkNpH8Q
I do.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhoc7E2VXx
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCtYevZJim
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aVdfsJG9N
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTqmz4Zv1Q
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHz88OGuHu
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAh3vtO54H
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEUQgMHIsp
Why am I thinking about this now?569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRMRjAxqIh
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5DOUrktqy
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4IfFPDDOi
It's a bloody lie.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrPUVt0Vdo
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxB7gARHqD
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQm8hqbUuw
"Don't come."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtleSeMAbg
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0T6rGTVc4
He pauses to look at me.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJIc9E1T8c
"Please what?"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9V4PnFerk
"Please, sir, please!"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ2DUnUGaZ
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqBd1UuPdR
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU7k9LK3dR
Seriously?569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaKlK3wKuF
"That's not what I meant."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpns6YPSx9
"Then what did you mean?"569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDPFEhPu1o
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuXH42HLEl
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQYjsenT5s
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegs31GKvAB
"Come for me."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRJFrT63Mo
One more suck, and I'm a goner.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxm9iXcnLC
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszqagLXfmX
Well, this is it.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6jaqIkgYo
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNu2NYgMuW
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1gxjuz54n
"You are enough. At least, for now."569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiVfrntP7Q
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCX5nNknDi
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sqOblnJjH
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5wZReYosc
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL4iRnYHuI
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QghdFhOlj
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdeO15Hf5g
*The Quad, aka Quad569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1yCD4A1yR
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- Night club in Jamaica.569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB8rtJRqKl
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
