"So, he made you come by kissing you?"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXOH37sZt6
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI42QNRlonD
"You like him more than you let on."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8nno4t869
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoa27Ghy86S
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7nCmHsWLZ
"Fuck you," I reply.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXP6aRYuKr
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7acOYSVJCM
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyarhwzZxSu
"I have to go."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWk6W0q0z2
"Where you going?"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2VVF2n02g
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She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcBYaEYOwb
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I9AC11eim
"Oh, and E?"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocm0IMw55L
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMLOfZ1jDZ
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdwBfhxjAF
"Fuck off, and goodbye."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nmwIWyx1k
"I love you too!"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHABdZ3eZj
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtPluIInbr
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDSgquvhUs
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioTUQOv8Ry
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8DGCTyWEd
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB14085szn
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma4iJy4Oyx
"What's it now?" I asked.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGhepSwcX7
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kpegBU9se
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpM9rbjeyY
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGYVy1uBrI
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKz8BT9JoCy
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7CoTm3i3e
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgaerST2B1
"Rozii?"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NGmfQFkzJ
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nzXZRRHWz
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuSM68xEjK
"Please don't laugh."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNppQ8GZ0qb
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMdTnDDMJX
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykAbBjQmfS
My story is interrupted by his laughter.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N7qPnxdib
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGTD6i4ZZy
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIguJNPj8v7
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkelyfOLvk
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UDPxd95bN
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaPE4LP3ZP
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDhVCPPe5W
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKEP3aZQ7Y
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NC490RuHw
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwbwh9J65E
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRckO1Mj2X
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjerPEW6t0
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8UVjnLjNc
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡras0BRCLrf
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxG5tFU4CH
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK6yzkLKde
Bad hair. I hate that term.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjXQ3G5WNR
"Desta..."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNIbiDxOJu
"It's fine. I don't need friends."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92VWXh48WJ
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeru60yGQzu
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyAOJIpEUK
"Rozii can be your friend."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0xQGtNBc7
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSmfdaawuE
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uiLn8eJXY
"I'm not enough."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUWNB6ZgUp
"Never say that!"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp83V5lal5
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC41DCbKqlS
"Desta—"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vMe6dtc4S
"Shut up."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrBZKW0POd
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7NnGctEAG
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEOuMDwzfQ
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuHdVh4s7M
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIa8u2YysY
"Answer me."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYfnmGIEBe
"Y-yes, Desta."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD5ka2xoVm
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Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LcSIG3bNS
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFgFr4aq9x
"Hold on to the bars."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseGjYQsrpW
I do.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikFDazefhQ
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw39JUuWrqu
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVhPCbzeqM
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Uu7atrPXP
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOZuPoOPzt
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8HXUYx5ub
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3ZyZ9k8Sp
Why am I thinking about this now?555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxQhOH48SA
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HjNDOwdCO
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaE3gYHYwnl
It's a bloody lie.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB9vCffQUi
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplJj0IXsMk
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlUkHqh1ta
"Don't come."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhDb4wwqbr
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0bdqrOovf
He pauses to look at me.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlktTobiuMl
"Please what?"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgFHaLEOWz
"Please, sir, please!"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ436XIMAXFz
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tJt4KCRA4
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEnsO2cVPG
Seriously?555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLguBnRnRHn
"That's not what I meant."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEsOUixfFI
"Then what did you mean?"555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtRIiOe3eX
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGM1c5xh1N
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5Q7Kxm0Ea
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAocvAAzni
"Come for me."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h1OaCQX9m
One more suck, and I'm a goner.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0rehkE6rC
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKijOlWG7Q5
Well, this is it.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UZttDDCyB
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJuirLRrPJ
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHBRVwNb9u
"You are enough. At least, for now."555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxJDxXuOvD
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4R3OT2bQ4
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9fycGRJPX
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gIzfdlZv4
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*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUVP3qwwwc
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVCmnGKAF0
*The Quad, aka Quad555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUtsxBbTdA
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
