It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XEaovm8VN
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B4E0gMPBB
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6mbDYwCyN
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmhgZyFkjm
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNwxHR4tkd
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj6HQIzHcr
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxEUjIMcHF
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuew9VyYUTD
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDxlaDMClB
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcIT99jvNw
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHqdr9NhEW
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZIiezR4xh
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yaWSmg6jM
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqcZMxiGAG
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1mpL4K6mE
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRziyCQieJY
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLQNWeNytq
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXOx8R5jYZ
Wow. So it's not just me then?526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15ISEYOnRN
"No, it's not."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc6UifQgB7
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMB1Lcuxoo
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKI93OPkMV
"How about dinner?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHmL9jPAj0
"Okay."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmVMawwaIc
He smiles a smile of victory.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftIvjuhggn
"When do you finish?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwCjd63iTz
"Five."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Jfm5esenf
"Okay. I'll pick you up."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHXdkxWyoI
"I have to shower."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPhTcyjTZ8
"I'll take you home first then."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctCG7YMJG8
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mYX4k9WD4
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn70WCExZb
***526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiITgTg3iVs
"Tell me about yourself."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyk1Im47RG
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId2toipAGw
"What do you want to know?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4qzia0qC2
"Siblings?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4c1AOA9E9
"No."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCuQmFH6um
"Aunts or uncles?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSyBfQiWgT
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDCk4vTRSG
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9mIMeTT5X
I smile.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcHA0ikEPy
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFeXYdyAkC
He stays silent for a few seconds.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMF77UN9f9
"So you're Catholic?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUSu1Cb85l
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurWRACCTPe
"What are you then?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5tByHwGwr
"Nothing, really."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjHngtdEPc
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO43NCTPQvJ
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVC30weIB2
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3ILTGq46G
"Really? What did you do?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o2DlJCTDP
"BA in Drama."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM77kj7R0se
"Cool."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMri2YZYzO
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bXqZvmFRL
"Come on."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5th6KdAqJ
***526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wqdo0EHOL
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoi69XGKGO
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoVpxDoCqB
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpVvIbdC7q
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLGMJ1t1Dt
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkLbSPMf46
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ac6ptRhhs
He nods, satisfied with my answer.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGcvGflB9z
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83rtTSqUeU
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk97rGujFB
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FlkaZBsrO
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXxSdW1li4
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIOnRERnUh
"Someone's hungry."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FvxrQwxoz
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZTKJENlz5
His smile broadens.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8Ro5hepvs
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddm7M81M0Z
"Um..."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIf5B3Yekl
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6XOUoPFEb
"I think I can guess."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZyhSn7fQU
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdoVbBjsN6
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ46YzZ1Tt
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRNYOI81yx
Now.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO883srD7k
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDUoVHS0X7
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kDlpl6llF
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vCZht3PPE
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32wRBaCUku
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr53O6XTYRn
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b9MDWQYXE
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8uMUSGDvy
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX02XigqsN
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6VmbSWZ9V
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFszjcvUNk
"The question is, will you let me?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CfxQabm3I
Those four words: "will you let me?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCbcc4uZeA
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOyRIK0Vdb
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpgFgdG6Vp
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6FUV0GaY7
"Desta?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObTfDjY2Ot
"Hm?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0AjhTGtJW
"Tell me about yourself."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfA40aTjwV
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8yD7VGu06
"What do you want to know?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbxhRZcmg4
"Full name?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLC2eYM1dU
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXbMONOAZk
"That's actually really... poetic."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6uQPB1uzB
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJi5LNYLGl
"So... are you Rastafarian?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9NXWltPA2
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK37LJ4WBd
"How about your mother?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijhYEgYWuW
He remains silent for a few seconds.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFShipYerw
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81TCPSz26e
"Oh. I'm sorry."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnDGUXJiAr
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrF8RjSze7
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62hnQGBA1D
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCSQqEIUsJ
"Mason?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigEnISK9Og
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1V3Jy8JjY8
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimpZpWKU0k
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQTUp8KA0i
"Why?" 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoYMTWSXML
"Because he's gay."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHs20B8u26
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnrAi8TmHW
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Qvxp4rrjG
"Your father sounds amazing."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarohCE9t86
"You can meet him."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuujJIlacW
"What?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaEJsRq8CD
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyCzKD3kHx
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMlQYD6ER7
"I thought you said you liked it out here."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelTVS49gmn
"I'd prefer your restaurant."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24of3H6sE1
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3MqatgDNZ
We're sitting outside my house, now.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjITkpdraHj
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1xhalH1KL
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8noadpcDKv
"Yes."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SMJ6NZ9mp
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SNphRLqxJ
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYWnAL8mpo
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7cn0QHuYu
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIYMZWRT0k
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMFxuz80aA
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCPKGHpwvA
I'm done.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvXSRx1SAt
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuLA3eaiH4
"Don't say anything."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6GfCKqdZL
"I think it's cute."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW3aZ1MIqt
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL2z47F25I
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs73zQ5jNmy
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLc54kzjnV
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMFhyC3J9B
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTcmgGaKIg
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAkcmE62Tx
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
