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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlPtFUiukc
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCx5Ue3BBs
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMoVaHuk0W
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"Good morning, love" 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOtAViuVUe
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGUEUoSfq9
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"Good morning, Cian" 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9P7yEw48E
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvlZ01TWZZ
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae3WE8ISaL
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzw64zYsRx
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0DCzeJYwl
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ73k0aglJU
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MNLXvG66H
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I need to take my pills.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1PpwH2uzt
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pYlfr6t3I
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7YDUrfFiL
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyG5hgoPqp
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrBRi0jiNR
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJoknLvser
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZVzajzo7d
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwT3AfBU84
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMHOFdxP8l
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlW4jzovys
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriNcHViXUV
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGywHz6qPJP
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DeBfQlgxc
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They didn't stop, 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlchZTy41Og
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So I stopped them.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqNFvarw54
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I'm breaking again.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT5ZqyvLWB
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfLssRWtfP
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxDJEclI31
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Why is he here,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyDq9OdqTk
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He shouldn't see me like this,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFJLbMltKx
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuqS1J2ezy
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1q2Zawlkj
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It was me,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloxxL2yh1o
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I was the one screaming,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKaMCobZRt
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Why was I screaming,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQooZfVVDT1
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDXQt4pmCo
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8PK8bcCad
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayGiwwLt4l
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I was banging my head against the wall.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpAHYjBM5X
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I didn't mean to.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGiz36x01a
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I don't know what's going on.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJAuiggzTs
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjB2KV9JVA
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChphYl70cn
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKABAXOZHKP
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu8fUsAbwu
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPRL7B8uBz
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkRiSEUSec
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4c6xDk5k7
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteA9mCHdtz
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"I promise"169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM5sqpBrc3
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