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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcEWuvIVJj
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHZLOALRef
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeajhQYSfpw
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"Good morning, love" 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjsS9shDoR
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8VInBBuzo
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"Good morning, Cian" 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74L40Xdo8b
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB6K6aCJjZ
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2RAhemi0F
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oIv4kUnQ5
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFAQMMEOgO
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSc0QitO7n
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iCAA5NZeD
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I need to take my pills.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xWynzYY9i
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNDFf1hdmK
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5JzOADUOE
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfRycIte0i
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpCVKlcEt2
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8g8b09A5G
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlZtwrjv8q
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOOTZUBP4N
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFovT4ex23
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32HOJb8Laj
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSYn4obqdt
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzOkweguHX
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4C6Dt7n2Z
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They didn't stop, 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QpTmYtjO6
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So I stopped them.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGQxbJC97E
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I'm breaking again.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdAvaTtXg0
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNzxrrh4iH
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzKNQhgcGf
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Why is he here,170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdlCEeuGzI
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He shouldn't see me like this,170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD8XLmrBHD
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxeFXQwWwZ
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5XAvuEPuH
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It was me,170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP31R1kbzhn
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I was the one screaming,170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRGdbB9jah
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Why was I screaming,170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwpxgfg1pd
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzoMevQ08D
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfvN9gMZG9
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2E0DC2AkI
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I was banging my head against the wall.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yA3HbWvXG
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I didn't mean to.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4C8JKkl0S
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I don't know what's going on.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpNPijqby6
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaUic1o5q1
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5DjdowQxU
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIs6keVN4H
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8gbtXxg0k
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt3kqYMEOl
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfW728Hb47
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfJCUffcJY
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r6tnbOQ7N
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"I promise"170Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt0tFcsqCK
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