"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgZb9iC3tP
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- Justin Alcala157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEsHYhlx1R
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IDjqwcu0T
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaBUEVbrWQ
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ497kIxTlPP
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwMJElgbiq
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW6K72cjjm
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSre4gdoGo
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HWRl9dWTz
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I guess he is a silent walker. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNqKGM9PE0
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAmQjKL0M2
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuZH4OJ3Vw
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What the fuck? 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTlXTKKjXA
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIKZERIaSx
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What is he doing here? 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHM5sN0fyW
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1RfLUcXET
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"Cian" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPLUIyHSTI
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdgjEB5gCM
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYpMEh3mZA
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I looked at him even more confused157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbypp0Kgy6
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pJ9S3F6eQ
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxc1DWGHIZ
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hMIRhWDaq
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"Cian what are you-" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5dw6kbn6L
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT1DRgjaII
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY2MvALR85
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4xsaUChy0
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos6M7SkY2q
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM52gUJggmZ
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFaN0LWkYP
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HeGORfYUF
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjj1yaZvOA
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18ddlrUfFX
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qYYB7wy0g
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTKx68aWEa
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHklLW006Kn
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2JftOVjxL
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZq7qlxjao
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3rQANmvkD
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He looked down.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojRAgIFts0
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySpLflpMta
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzesUPDjbs
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYhwAfNcWj
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I kneeled next to him. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mceT9oB32
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"Cian, why are you here?" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbPTPj2kbV
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8Cea5kHMw
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAM1F23eH7
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Fuck it. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwurTJRbrOU
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"You can stay" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIUVA8PGEg
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIoDTO9EuI
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgFnYa2bMB
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I was teasing him at this point. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvHR829gqP
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW38lKqGkQ
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZvSc2ZjKv
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx8vL7Bvax
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So why is he so cautious? 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y8jqM1aQR
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDvPsFlDMu
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXLE41Onlq
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjmRqDaFUq
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSJMwVX3lD
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TpV1rqw2f
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH6jnvg0gH
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4SOz49iQt
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE5oefqN9w
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4tJIB9nMF
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM0RcmbuBU
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLGZih3lE9
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84IpDYbW0x
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He opened his arms 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgUo6PTvSU
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdwuK8ffuH
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His cheeks tinted slightly,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8cQuWX61U
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSDV9Mr8Sm
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAlbDRvPjc
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGCLE36zA4
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxP23QD0V9
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjUNIlaZSK
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I'm not ready, 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHAl0YTF43
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I'm not ready to leave,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjnHn56IaW
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