I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGUIJLiyIw
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFS7H8j1tT
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlYmWjZ6h0
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkgRAfLAU0
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLdqxmxRc3
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyCZ1r17mU
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioUJDE1jBM
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OSh2mgoeB
He's already someone else's. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGutHhNLogj
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