I feel like loneliness will never let me go.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQURG6YNnh
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscQhQEgenk
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbKiiRelIi
people I can turn to—any time—144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTAZfiFN0D
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyt3NA93CF
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2i1TeDlrL3
someone who chooses them,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ8NOTKePk
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93zZwrRxJA
I don’t have siblings,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxVzYXhiuB
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm7eV8J59A
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1xl46U9Ly
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrrz3hAYuX
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHrRNQohSR
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQcB7AONN7
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvINHjeYhP
but maybe it’s worse.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn08mWpBvOb
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9ypFScGhD
I can’t.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7AACX9uoM
Because if I go,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MRTd4XrvG
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrdjnC0shn
I would support him, and he would support me.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMTAS6hhhC
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCueMBYAScw
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM5ms0G3ZO
when it was my turn to enter adult life—144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLELlooXJ6
I was alone.
