I feel like loneliness will never let me go.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrusodzSyW
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpW8it1w3F
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI38E83FG0Y
people I can turn to—any time—141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ7VE5PDzR
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FEbemBhKK
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQHwwXJXcl
someone who chooses them,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvnQBMrWMA
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YDpwEeXCO
I don’t have siblings,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIuCaAx2uz
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x0ruxOVsl
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmqasc8wMC
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUSndgSE5G
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUCYKkW3H7
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PShRFuok1
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE3A7nDexH
but maybe it’s worse.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrycdRaVGX1
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSolAkIik7a
I can’t.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jnhk2szkW
Because if I go,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AZf2wqSrr
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsSWZV0LlN
I would support him, and he would support me.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX5nEYNsVf
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRIpFgjF3r
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy0bCaRord
when it was my turn to enter adult life—141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfarNghf5TX
I was alone.
