Who am I?159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1YLDHKKu2
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0ECisfM7e
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUeCFVG5NC
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDSgpncHcs
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGi7QVuSng
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1L9TQeLj0
but I feel like I’m stuck.159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMNBzw5NV5
I don’t know what I want.159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTYepeNk6Z
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRSx5gxjtr
I want to have a dream.159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCywFi0JSQD
Have a goal.159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDF5jLVv9M0
Try to achieve it...159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CHZ6daRgj
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXjlxDorwA
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yu7Foaenk
I’m alone, trying to dream,159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePZKDf1bGt
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPWS7VWk2m
after a long journey,159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBtWIpHKBT
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4C8rzcusK
