Who am I?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXdaP1dA2z
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrDLbSspdl
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeGS7hHcX6
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlmIytDoh8
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37esEvdAOx
but I feel like I’m stuck.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO9v1Rktnk
I don’t know what I want.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIAax5xFea
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYPZ41ZkaL
I want to have a dream.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEj4754fx5
Have a goal.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHfEuPMOO0
Try to achieve it...62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXsHOIMaZD
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHT6jwlKnc
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5eQx3WGbH
I’m alone, trying to dream,62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYVvK5osfd
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ1Y9j1jce
after a long journey,62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtGO2F8yM1
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31teyamUab
