Who am I?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNT7GFnnE3
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUHtG5cWt4
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LDLbVayjV
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6indV05A5
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTx0RbcZjWo
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SbIDDceyc
but I feel like I’m stuck.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OFNJt89QG
I don’t know what I want.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaMqCmFdHz
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb96WPU689
I want to have a dream.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4t5BwsC1S
Have a goal.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tczu4rRlI
Try to achieve it...97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRfCpqZcg9
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhHHyC2d3k
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJclWit3le
I’m alone, trying to dream,97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJFRLuVwbx
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEHC4gjR8B
after a long journey,97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZiSXKfIQv
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJm97H5IYB
