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#8

Why'd You Leave Me?

jreeves<3

Feb 2, 2022

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There are things I don’t understand, things I never will.

Like why my heart beats but yours doesn’t,

Why you decided to leave us all behind,

Why you left me behind.

Was it so bad here?

Was it so unbearable that you couldn’t stand the pressure building beneath your skin?

The longing to snort, inject, smoke, all your demons before they consumed you.

You followed them into the dark,

Leaving us behind.

Could you not bear to look at me, is that why you left?

Was it me?

Me, the mistake,

Me, ever the disappointment.

Mother says it wasn’t, but she never talks about you.

I don’t think she can stand to look at me, either.

I know I can’t.

Every time I look in the mirror, I see your smile,

I can’t forget you no matter how much I bleach my hair

Because it always grows back the same.

The same as yours.

Some things I’ll never understand,

If you wanted to leave so bad,

Why didn’t you write a letter?

Or at least tell me you loved me before you took those last pills.

You didn’t say a word,

Not a sound,

Now I can’t speak to you at all.

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Table of Contents

#2 The Rage Inside

#3 Young And Free

#5 A Colorless World

#6 Listen to Me

#8 Why'd You Leave Me?

#9 Bleeding Hearts

#11 Poisoned Love

#12 Tainted Innocence

#15 The Monster

#17 Invisible Me

#19 Smile For Me

#20 If I Were To Die Today

#22 Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

#23 My adventure

#24 Nothing But dreams

#25 The horror of my love

#26 kaleidoscope

#28 I just want you

#29 These Words Burned My Throat

#30 I stand in silence in a world full of you

#31 In Lana We Stand

#32 Irrevocably and hopelessly addicted to you

#33 Can you stitch me up?

#34 Oh God i'm in love

#35 The art of one night stands

#36 I think i'm done

#37 Red nail polish

#38 Desire to rest

#39 In my divorced dads playlist era

#40 My golden god

#42 I think there's a toad in my throat

#43 Ought to try

#44 Think of me as often as I do you

#45 Just fucking get out of my head already

#46 My supernova

#47 I need to stop thinking of you

#48 Turned twice away but back again

#49 Lust or Love

#51 My sneakers are rotting and tearing at the seams

#52 October, November, December

#53 If I stop, how will I ever move again?

#54 Stringing me along

#55 his little lost love of mine

#56 sweetened despair

#57 To the bugs living rent free

#58 A thief of hearts

#59 The righteous path to girlhood is by fatherly neglect

#60 This Is The Last Poem

#61 That wasn't the last issue

#62 I fear a burnout grows near

#64 i can't stop writing poetry cause bad things keep happening

#65 A room that is no more