"So, he made you come by kissing you?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbG807rM2O
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLd4zqUiGhy
"You like him more than you let on."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pQdfhaQwH
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusFteX9KdH
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNIH7ub1Gs
"Fuck you," I reply.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk481L7uxGz
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HAbJKYWn0
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy5rmrhRxh
"I have to go."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHDwXoK0N0
"Where you going?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgKkU2tdsK
"Home. Away from you."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv8vxFyFWH
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR57WAV6tVI
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeWwgIsROx
"Oh, and E?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvvK4kIPrV
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCi9H36epO
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZavTxe50wc
"Fuck off, and goodbye."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa1WTBqovo
"I love you too!"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFvt3Kg7iy
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrW6JgA9xG
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1biuppj65
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5mtdkUsds
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlXVXxHQD1
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyDf9OkiOz
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRhxXuwYMU
"What's it now?" I asked.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPbTMubOIP
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9n1PE6rBD
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOsaGNyd6b
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Azpj5thvj
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgcKHek0Zq
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtQRwDU776
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW3lSfyig5
"Rozii?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSaPqY5psh
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97picA4bOL
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclzF5ahKr4
"Please don't laugh."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J0iAziX5I
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbrlJQcME2
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KVdz7BHq6
My story is interrupted by his laughter.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx432rmLWNf
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zYKFHVvKZ
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbgM4d3aJO
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrboA8Mm6Zw
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEjziJJEAJ
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlKXzx8VkY
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WqMN2q14O
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g54n2fJ6t
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUKxUHkBp7
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcBRcfGFOE
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayukSPnaup
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7uhs4ErpQ
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUmNsDu1Wd
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQWufFvsqC
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeEszhbr1o
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy4mA0rKSF
Bad hair. I hate that term.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZZggTQCrR
"Desta..."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqmbxX4WQn
"It's fine. I don't need friends."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FWKNpT6CH
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87iQ0SwiMB
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5gHmO2ivG
"Rozii can be your friend."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrscTRqPWeT
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLZU9Vkdjr
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqbpqtExQY
"I'm not enough."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaMym7JTrP
"Never say that!"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRLjz8PVHz
Why is he shouting?565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oQdV8YOA6
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIz2HISaQS
"Desta—"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPVRLC8Nhp
"Shut up."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBnLnkPGUI
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ511cuUfNoH
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg1pg6gUp1
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r3e4NHegH
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxILp8tFodr
"Answer me."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wbItXEfxR
"Y-yes, Desta."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPAdzEPrai
"Sir."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3WbgDUBpn
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmz3Picg7B
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBwHidukIB
"Hold on to the bars."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyDL3XKsET
I do.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaButC8BVAG
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK5Tggmtux
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡansKnnQFlb
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJAx4l0XC8
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRRm0K56S0
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIVG8lFuoR
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqncGlS35p
Why am I thinking about this now?565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdCXP66Yle
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZkAMmjPNo
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16BGcR68JT
It's a bloody lie.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1IotGxje2
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5qneylBSN
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozTWl6pgD3
"Don't come."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfEFg2fSwW
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg2fN8DTVR
He pauses to look at me.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD0gBG70re
"Please what?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUEZagsYgd
"Please, sir, please!"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL8PmE67gU
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrTNokQmWc
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8rp8akur9
Seriously?565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nrlrRi891
"That's not what I meant."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFVvzJCzQx
"Then what did you mean?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7DUApgSq6
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lSFPaXdSX
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbvp6CKBie
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq6nlmgJSI
"Come for me."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ5DkynLcF
One more suck, and I'm a goner.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNgcHmzkkt
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd0bvvBql3
Well, this is it.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagLVdo311A
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlPZJroJDG
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxE8a8rSqO
"You are enough. At least, for now."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbxIPZN91z
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO5lvhV2VC
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71IW2sXXMd
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYmFJLvB4F
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaO1rrA9qH
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu2CEXxYlq
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxtmb1eW0H
*The Quad, aka Quad565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTR3Wo1oXd
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- Night club in Jamaica.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU7FBkg0rJ
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
