It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz0Lai7clf
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBGZvfUiWA
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT3DQUVKXN
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWLDh50hGH
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG38kM5tVxj
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6GwM2IAcq
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO01PoFI79B
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuC88dGNBh
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUIPfVySk8
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNDToj14GA
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOuXMX5QWb
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfKhBJh9yR
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iChWOImnV
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm9pPDMohF
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrAHrvAMCk
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ709eWaumjR
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXTnMFbV05
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8PPB1tWeQ
Wow. So it's not just me then?527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ5YO7a0pc
"No, it's not."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddmqYgbQD4
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93JIzefA3I
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRto5f7TES
"How about dinner?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaYyOppjxh
"Okay."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef0qITXRMK
He smiles a smile of victory.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwmfpyT9hu
"When do you finish?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BWP8mJb1n
"Five."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDvscOKhQB
"Okay. I'll pick you up."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEoHqKKk2E
"I have to shower."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj5TYM8syK
"I'll take you home first then."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AcQmlN995
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYL9l1qhvl
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRCPTQcFb3
***527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsenkVLCqF
"Tell me about yourself."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJiUwdpiQ5
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20cwZvggSv
"What do you want to know?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriEmqd0emB
"Siblings?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy5ZNxRIxa
"No."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY0KglKBkP
"Aunts or uncles?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cSbLd6ziX
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tG7fVnHtJ
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9BFHsZvo3
I smile.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln9l9Lf2AK
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI52J7s6Qd
He stays silent for a few seconds.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RJny688vL
"So you're Catholic?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FVIWJVDjA
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3fewEC7wJ
"What are you then?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaW2sJujSy
"Nothing, really."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnCKBdxwzI
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFoPhyi5jx
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRueOeqkke
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh08YpqLHBA
"Really? What did you do?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCcno1LuLQ
"BA in Drama."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAqaRkDYSb
"Cool."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkPS1LgvO6
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYCiOlaxNP
"Come on."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXNbaAix9X
***527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vdSTRcm9D
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrc59jI3Ib
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfIHpx97xa
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRjEQYyglv
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9oht2DHtO
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft4qjvKNep
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc2w73mTWZ
He nods, satisfied with my answer.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsrFDnZsvh
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmJpz7r5ym
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM4aMCcQnL
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRCcBJwKwp
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwQHdRmsQe
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40EaTpAnrr
"Someone's hungry."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqVwCvQA0U
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqNEjZoxU1
His smile broadens.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8nZlxzqiM
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYuv83r9Fi
"Um..."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyjSQActzU
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8hjJ7nmrv
"I think I can guess."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1W8AvRKOU
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ThH5RHuzw
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgI4n5gBazk
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVHSBbou7s
Now.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrfCiJpomF
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBjjG7VGLP
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHOACrhmOb
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8kUFrl7y9
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3ldB36vhw
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zhVkxMsnQ
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QlZ8YjUwi
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJajoL2NWv
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh4VrXTcpU
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvDc6p20i7
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyI5axALxI
"The question is, will you let me?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAem1cTsaJo
Those four words: "will you let me?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEBEzbr7jg
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjriyUyiYWO
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbSyie0TTi
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZjU4jb7CZ
"Desta?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ba3USWYF1
"Hm?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLuUnvi1KN
"Tell me about yourself."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXXFdfS2hw
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHtiKm9ivz
"What do you want to know?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAdeusM8iW
"Full name?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteqWE8DdJ9
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F1UiYbf64
"That's actually really... poetic."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnlxD6iyst
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRBZ7VwOAk
"So... are you Rastafarian?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc2gpkv8Ce
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT85aSJdjY
"How about your mother?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yi5NM5McR
He remains silent for a few seconds.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOckgJyVlT
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZg7tK6Zvk
"Oh. I'm sorry."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts3zRYw0V3
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLAyuZfcyv
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iBpda0PGO
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCtS7hLVpH
"Mason?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveJH9FlpoQ
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk3kCAOfKO
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcpEvqUhRn
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzOptZXJIr
"Why?" 527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rWqcOvsiZ
"Because he's gay."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG6dKaHv1Q
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1WjpWV9nH
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfLs2pN0Id
"Your father sounds amazing."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl3CnxdOyp
"You can meet him."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEjEmtMDb9
"What?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cUGtgDThX
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwgLg7QVbr
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhcVVMtH3v
"I thought you said you liked it out here."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdPEXkUvDO
"I'd prefer your restaurant."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo31XqIPRNo
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q3zJuaRXH
We're sitting outside my house, now.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJAe73zdkd
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppu3425O3w
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZND78NgFu
"Yes."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp7Eeaa0TN
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIidd5n4rZw
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOORfV6m5Q
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw2TJlCBEY
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tZy58jLhC
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJlAnJ9DKx
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFA9wwYm98
I'm done.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ32LsRKyr
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPlvu7Izc0
"Don't say anything."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvkV4P0bXS
"I think it's cute."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46b0zK2bNi
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqVsH7dFOK
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mpJVF6DyD
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmxpcX69oo
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVASutkWtA
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW1y3NeejD
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBNVRa3inv
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
