剛剛有人自殺了，是個穿著水手校服的女生，鮮紅的血染紅了她雪白的校服。
這件事立即成為了網上熱話，彷彿所有人都在討論這件事。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOdimggr17
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“很危險請大家不要靠近”有人這樣說著，但這分明是要更多人集合的暗號。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT4aJej4ao
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圍觀者瘋狂拿著手機拍照，“現在的小孩啊，怎麼一點點的壓力就想不開了？”
“一定是在叛逆期啊，一個高中生能有什麼煩惱呢？”有人在責罵她，有人在指責她卻沒有人同情她。
“對啊，十幾歲的人能有什麼煩惱？現在年輕人抗壓能力怎麼這麼差……”責罵，唾棄，指責聲此起彼落。
“……”
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躺在冰冷石路上的尸體逐漸冰冷，流淌在路上的血有著無可言喻的赤紅664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKv3gwAZI8
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一個星期前，一個女孩被一班人圍在女廁裡。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2oCpk4vhI
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPDFfz4y2O
她被拳打腳踢，身上傷痕累累。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvly2bYLeOQ
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlWq3swKSp
她疼得哭了出來，想找人求救但發現沒有人可以幫助她，回到家裡被家人無條件責罵，父親打罵，母親冷嘲熱諷，弟弟恥笑……664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nSrayW2PD
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB9TCIfv07
原本已經充滿淤傷的身體此刻又增加了更多的傷，有的傷口甚至滲出血來了，但沒依舊有人會關心她。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49PTjO0qFH
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五天前，她被圍毆的影片被放出來了，在網絡上被人們嘲笑，嘲她軟弱無能，活該。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18pBYBZGRl
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj8guWlX8c
這刻的她內心已經崩潰了，網民的攻擊，家人的冷嘲熱諷，同學們的霸凌。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWt7vZTabL
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qIeJniV9g
現在的她居然連哭也沒法哭了，內心出奇的寧靜，彷彿這世界已經與她再無關係。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgH0XXyXVf
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664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyVwnZwWLY
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三天前，她已經沒有上學了，雙親把她趕出家門，她漫無目的地走在大街上身邊只有冷風相伴。
“吶，我是真的生存着嗎？我好像越來越感受不到自己的情感了。”
那天下午她偶然在大街上撿到一把美工刀，她用美工刀輕輕劃了一下手臂，預想中的疼痛感並沒有到來取代而之的是前所未有的快感。
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因為她從傷口流出的鮮血中尋找到溫暖，從刺痛中感受到自己還活著。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDvMJkvwtx
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兩天前，她的手臂和腿上都充滿著密密麻麻的自殘痕跡。自殘的傷口都沒有得到消毒處理，發炎，腐爛了。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXokZx9Nj1
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUn59JCjyO
搖搖晃晃的走在街上，身邊的路人對她指指點點但還是沒有人上前去關心她。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwozQ3VHNN
但她一點也不在乎，感覺已經對世界再沒有依戀或是對世界失望透頂了。
“或許只要我死了，就不會感受到痛苦了吧。”
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一天前，她打算割腕自殺。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM4116E3ov
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeGjJO0Ndy
在手腕血管位置上劃了一下，鮮血淋漓。她坐在小巷的地上等待著死亡的到來，不知不覺就睡著了。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QlGdTFjoP
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGpsy3Xw9D
再醒來時，傷口已經結痂，卻沒能死去。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVelmhqSpx
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10小時前，她找到一條白繩打算上吊自殺，664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O9m0GHPhi
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卻找不到可以吊的地方。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYbphqEBey
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QspfIZL44
她開始無所不用其極不斷傷害自己務求能死去。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K4qMgUnrL
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1小時前，她終於找到自己家的大廈了。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1YpdjZDJH
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkUzPcYt0K
走進去卻恰巧撞見父母帶著弟弟出去遊玩，664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMMUxjRSfc
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyuKqGMRDf
他們笑得很開心好像她從沒有出現過一樣。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgOU3a8WlF
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3LvThz3XP
她面無表情的走過，徑自走到電梯門前。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzi88Txh2g
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtigUlbmSW
進入電梯門的時候看了父母一眼，那個眼神已經了無色彩。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRo6krtyta
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30分鐘前，她坐在40樓天台上，努力思考著可以讓自己對這個世界留戀的東西，卻發現沒有，一個也沒有。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgWaGt4O1e
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmfCqTkrPi
這15年來每天都像是生活在地獄裡，664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRJLoqieVU
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每次以為可以逃出這地獄時卻冷不防被人再次踢下去，掉到了更深的深淵。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcCJHrmbrN
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVLnCkrzzP
這裡像是無底洞一樣怎樣也爬不出去。
“或許死了真的會更好吧，我的家人...似乎也希望我不存在。”
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1分鐘前，她感受到前所未有的快樂，因為她將要結束這一切的痛苦了。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd11v9BtkAg
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFJXJj6UKN
當迎來一個新的開始之時，可能只會想讓自己消失吧。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxqDV21cFe
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oRDauumAN
她感受著這世界的唯一待她溫柔的微風，望向天空，不自覺羨慕起小鳥來。“如果我也可以像小鳥一樣在天空自在飛翔，拋棄所有痛苦就好了。”
從四十樓天台望下，她竟感受不到一絲恐懼。
“也是時候再見了，溫柔的微風，自由的小鳥。”
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拿出全部勇氣縱身一躍飛過天空，成了飛鳥抓住雲彩，化成風飛向遠方。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSllgYYKki
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就在幾秒前，她微不可察的說了一句再見。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fqKDKJhR2
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANvseMe5eY
她最後那一句再見不為任何人，只是為了自己而喊。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38vKFziymr
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你說，那些自殺的人是想不開，還是想開了？664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VC5anSIHw
664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P2mUmd8Bx
其實所有生物都渴望著生，懼怕著死亡，這是簡單又最初的本能。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKureYy85Y
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然而要多大的絕望才能忘記本能？664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1JxlVnVRW
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我真的覺得去檢討自殺的人很不應該，因為自殺也需要勇氣。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx6MusXUXU
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所以到底是她放棄了世界還是世界放棄了她？664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5CXCkcNcN
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自殺者不是活不下去而是沒能活下去。664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPMPutb9QN
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願世界都能被溫柔以待。
這首歌叫“她曾經活過啊”（生きていたんだよな）是一首日文歌，這首歌真的令我有很大的感觸。每次看到新聞有人跳樓死亡或者自殺，我都不禁去想到底這個世界有多可怕才能令一個生命想去了結自己？對於那些自殺的人來說，自殺恐怕是為了能夠從這個可怕的世界中解脫。而那些指責自殺者的人，或許是造成這個世界變得可怕的兇手吧。真的希望世界上每一個人都能被溫柔以待。
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二日前このへんで664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdqMgRzwFN
兩天前在這附近664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SDWPxl2QY
飛び降り自殺した人のニュースが流れてきた664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oQMdSiT6w
跳樓自殺的人的新聞被報導出來了
血まみれセーラー664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJTqHjhCL6
被血染紅的水手服664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEZQc1YiBE
濡れ衣センコー664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQPcSGDJl3
被冤枉的老師664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzNucBoYpZ
たちまちここらはネットの餌食664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBh6jpoFmL
一眨眼這裡就成了網路的飼料
「危ないですから離れてください」664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQr9OdUCDk
「很危險請大家不要靠近」664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChTvcWYUwQ
そのセリフが集合の合図なのにな664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9ERzSfbbN
這台詞分明是要大家集合的暗號啊
馬鹿騒ぎした奴らがアホみたいに撮りまくった664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1NpCafHGc
騷動大得可笑，這些傢伙們蠢蛋般地狂拍照664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y8m8JVlrY
冷たいアスファルトに流れるあの血の何とも言えない赤さが664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc6lk3OYHa
流淌在冰冷柏油路上那血的無可言喻的赤紅664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxYqR7Dawi
綺麗で綺麗で664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCye2vIt5I
多美 多美
泣いてしまったんだ664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvzPKNljU1
我哭了呀664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJqHSaL7ri
泣いてしまったんだ664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pUrbIA6i7
我哭了呀664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEffvzgpnP1
何にも知らないブラウン管の外側で664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdxOmIT9HX
在毫不知情的電視映像管之外
生きて生きて生きて生きて生きて664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVR01RpuAL
活著活著活著活著活著664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnk3UWCkAf
生きて生きて生きていたんだよな664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqFC8hs8Kp
活著活著 你曾活著對吧664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wUyfzBLJX
最後のサヨナラは他の誰でもなく664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnVWtjx0xe
最後的那聲再見不是對其他任何人664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVXMhVCD02
自分に叫んだんだろう664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqSuXIJf6h
而是對自己的吶喊對吧
彼女が最後に流した涙664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFOKY2aLNj
她最後流的淚664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPk0rYGFqX
生きた証の赤い血は664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrDOjLcGzt
證明她曾經活過的紅色血液664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q5SbFpTmP
何も知らない大人たちに二秒で拭き取られてしまう664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8AZK8LWQI
被什麼都不懂的大人們用兩秒就擦掉了664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkfUbCxP8n
立ち入り禁止の黄色いテープ664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWbunRpH9I
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いま彼女はいったい何を思っているんだろう664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZtaLgJwE7
她現在到底在想些什麼呢664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfwJiFpqMC
遠くで 遠くで664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGcaHAjQzT
遠遠地 遠遠地
泣きたくなったんだ664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRDOwKPjDI
想哭了呀664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQQX59k6l4
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想哭了呀664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp4SPZF20r
長いはずの一日がもう暮れる664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSVZ2OeMh2
本該漫長的一天太陽卻要落下了
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活著活著活著活著活著664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JH7mpDuPz
生きて生きて生きていたんだよな664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HPWwDLhxN
活著活著 你曾活著的對吧664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnfJYATZej
新しい何かが始まる時664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6XnPnAaAE
新的事物要展開的時候664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYeS2Phj4Z
消えたくなっちゃうのかな664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw91GuEXje
是不是會忍不住想要消失？
「今ある命を精一杯生きなさい」なんて綺麗事だな664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXf7O0Zm7U
「要盡全力把握你現在擁有的生命」什麼的真是漂亮話啊664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzB3pJu3JH
精一杯勇気を振り絞って彼女は空を飛んだ664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGFmTKGXRU
盡全力鼓起了勇氣的她向天空飛去了664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRZ3d24339
鳥になって 雲をつかんで664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2bz4xNH1e
成為了鳥 抓住了雲664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4MeseOTBO
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