I know I should be thankful for T getting me out of that nightmare, all I could think of was did this mother fucker kick my door down and where the fuck he come from.
“Come on ma talk to me tell me what I can do? I ain’t use to this crying shit man.” He said shaking me a little faster causing me to laugh.
”Boy get off me.” I laugh and that’s when all four of my brothers came storming in. Chinkz, Kannon, Meek and Ghotti all had the meanest mug on their face.
”Fuck going on here?” Kannon said. At first I was confused but I had to take the whole scene in here I was in the arms of there friend crying and on top of that I only got on a long sleeve knight gown to cover my scars.
”Bruh it’s not even like that, I heard her scream and I realized she was having a nightmare. Her ass woke up crying and I didn’t know what to do so I rocked her and texted Kannon.” T said.
”I told y’all she wasn’t ready man.” Chinkz said.
”Man hold on. Terror I need you to bounce this is a family matter.” Kannon said.
”No I want him here.” I said and crosses my arms.
”Fine bk have it your way what the fuck happen?” Chinkz spat.
”I just had a Dream it’s almost the anniversary. I’m just kinda stressed I’m okay brothers I promise.” I said half trying to convince my self.
”Anniversary of what?” Chinkz mocked. I glared at him he was being real selfish right now we all agreed on not talking about this and I didn’t need T knowing this shit.
”Oh so you want him to stay but don’t want to give a back story? Fire you weak as fuck right now just admit it you like that shit after a while huh? That’s why we couldn’t find your punk ass because you ran away.” He spat. I looked at my brother and my heart broke. Those five years in hell I never wanted to be there. The thought of it made my skin crawl.
”I see that’s how you really feel huh Chinkz. I thought we was family bro. And nobody gonna say shit huh? Woooow you know what get out. T get my door fix tonight and don’t kick out in no more or I’m gonna cut you.” I said and walked upstairs to cry in my shower in peace, my feelings were hurt.
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I stood in the mirror beside my bed and looked at my scars I wanted to cry but my therapist told me to remind myself that I was beautiful.
”Mama I.. uh...” T stormed in my room and I ducked behind my bed. Who was he fuck storms into a room like that.
”Throw me that robe please.” I said.
”Naw come here I wanna look at you.” He said.
“No this why people call you Terror because you terrorize people’s lives.” I screamed but he threw my robe to me and I quickly slipped it on and stood up.
”I got your door fixed beautiful.” He said biting his bottom lip looking down at me.
”Thanks and uh thanks for waking me up too.” I said stepping away he was way to close to me. He grabbed my hand and kissed it.
“Ms. Fire I don’t know who hurt you or what happen but I want to help.” He said reaching for my belt. I pushed him away and clung my extra long and fluffy robe closer to me.
”I don’t like when people touch me.” I said rubbing my hands up and down my arms. He raised his hands up in surrender and backed up.
”I’m sorry I should go I just wanted to make sure you were good.” He said placing a key on my vanity.
”Good night T.” I said.
”Terrance.” He said flashing me a smile.
”What?” I asked in panicked voice, he shook his head laughed.
”That’s my real name, Terrance not many people call me that but I want you to stop calling me T.” He laughed and headed out my room.
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