I feel like loneliness will never let me go.114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6TAXCLqez
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvbJADFn01
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB63JHoHcV
people I can turn to—any time—114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T5S4AxPob
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC56CYuG6Jr
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUiEkCbBxa
someone who chooses them,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn6Hyz5Zz3
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqzrHTOkfD
I don’t have siblings,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wWoQrQI0W
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREh7HEHiCv
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBS7EoBl4H
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaK2d4iNNZ
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18Z3D7fam3
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aQgsUNzWg
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3O8jggKSK
but maybe it’s worse.114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9LpyfLCO0
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9xc6hr8ix
I can’t.114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FS2PeFdqe
Because if I go,114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2QIOdyPm3
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WsHbhl37y
I would support him, and he would support me.114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrHbifZb68
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s2SdzC6Sd
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshO7mKgJLA
when it was my turn to enter adult life—114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEz3sg82bt
I was alone.
