Who am I?75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VZ9VrtPqU
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRfAa271uj
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0rOVbJ19I
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHIiKlACV0
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWf50ZZ5Qf
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmesi3P94aY
but I feel like I’m stuck.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcljp7psRl3
I don’t know what I want.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLujJbIyVVV
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw3WIehZNH
I want to have a dream.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53LpvHKAk6
Have a goal.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx6EzLfBId
Try to achieve it...75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aJbrfGD5A
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK92VRAXJM
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfncdUMco25
I’m alone, trying to dream,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta7zyTKLa0
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHpNDCpfPr
after a long journey,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXegGuYxGYj
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbnziLlJpl
