「鍾意...你唔俾我喺嗰種關心朋友嘅感覺㗎?如果阿必你俾人議論話有情緒問題,咁我都會關心你㗎嘛,即係我唔知道你係咪出咗事呀嘛?」
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「你識咗我幾耐?幾年啦。但係你識咗晴晴都係一個幾月咋嘛,你做乜咁快就關心人哋啫?同埋你一識咗佢哋兩個女仔,就不停提及佢哋,話你係唔鍾意佢或者對佢哋冇好感都好難講得通。」我跟住答佢:「咁其實我都只係啱啱識呢兩個女仔,我都係想話了解佢地多啲啫,不過可能用嘅方法唔係幾好...可能我幻想咗佢哋成為一對情侶入面嘅另一半,而唔係一個朋友咁樣啫。呢個係一個假設性問題啫,其實我覺得唔係一種好感囉。」
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「不過你呢排不停咁問我覺得佢哋嘅性格係點,咁你平時會唔會問我嘅性格係點樣?唔會㗎嘛,你又同我相處咁耐,你知道我嘅性格係點㗎嘛?你好似好想人哋去評價佢哋,跟住你再去評估究竟佢哋係咪一個適合嘅戀愛對象咋嘛。」
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阿必繼續講落去:「Cathy我就唔夠膽講,但係晴晴我覺得你係鍾意咗佢囉,兩個都係班長嚟㗎嘛,可以多啲時間了解到對方,都唔係壞事嚟嘅。一係你再等多一個禮拜先,再睇吓呢種感覺係咪仲喺你個腦入邊存在緊。過咗一個禮拜之後,如果你仲諗住究竟晴晴適唔適合拍拖,咁你就要承認自己係鍾意咗佢啦,一啲咁無聊嘅假設性問題係唔會諗到咁耐㗎。」
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聽完阿必嘅所謂勸告,我又走咗去攞幾本校園小說嚟睇。阿必望到之後又同我講:「點解你又睇?頭先先同你講問你係咪鍾意人」
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我好認真咁答佢:「就係因為你同我講完之後,我先要睇。我就要諗吓自己係咪鍾意咗晴晴。」
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我覺得我就係要正視自己嘅內心諗法,起碼要知道自己究竟係咪鍾意咗晴晴。睇到嗰啲校園小說,佢哋有時啲主角識咗個女仔,個女仔好似做咗啲唔知乜嘢(?),就會開始對佢有好感,之後就慢慢發展成為一種喜歡,就去到一種愛情。(乜愛情嘅價值觀係咁樣㗎?)
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同埋其實晴晴嘅情緒問題會係點?佢到底經歷咗乜嘢,先會唔肯再透露自己嘅內心諗法?我好想知道,但係我唔夠膽問佢,我怕佢會憎我...22Please respect copyright.PENANAlFu79Udb8c