I am dreading growing old.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMyhKkLsV1
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvHdsG9yFL
everyone asked for a young female.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4u1QkGhHp
what happens when I grow old,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf3o8jDfm2
what happens when my tits sag 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73IleRHKfO
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSMOYDHBgu
will I no longer be wanted?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsqvxni2Rz
No longer desired or admired.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVT8JYjBHI
will I just be old?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7Myz4Cq4a
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFwqH563Sr
Just201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOAftmqnrq
Old.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMataTORAjR
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7EXS7QWYS
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTSaTFEACr
I'll have to be good at something,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3NhgRxFi1
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHQl4Q72NJ
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjprcjoFI5G
I'll have to be somebody201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvUdHNdhyw
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxxGzmBSkV
but I know I can't keep it.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjh1Vx76kS
Good things never last.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcggAfTreX
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24lXCMr8vP
I don't know when youth became so important to me201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7slGpyiKV
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlGJgNugbk
and why so many people died over it201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlz0t69TEn
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsOTbMoeSO
I would.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhVs3bmEcr
perhaps that makes me a bad human,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc5m5ysXHl
a bad feminist201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXJv5gRhOi
bad person,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfvXnUqSCO
but all I know is it's the truth201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ceMbNCqqc
and I would do it,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqr5PsSX6V
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cUxy37wQP
I would give up so much to stay desirable.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLksUegKqI
Because I've never been desired before201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlifk5uqz8n
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGTTqGCrS6
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B4wvHolwk
and my skin sags from my bones201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGSA3432Hp
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzM8nVpzjf
my neck doubling,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy65UovYjuL
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7ahjhALdq
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRm77lHd91
some people think when you get older looks matter less201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNwHETXh9y
But that's not true, nobody wants that201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyw9uEpHtV
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM8B700fnC
What will I be?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQgtreZ87H
Chopped liver I suppose.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCDv4Xqm2B
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6aXDu0p5U
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ86hOhKx0
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpCphkwFCY
I'm young201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ3d1zU7NP
I have done nothing time is flying by201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYSllMcmJC
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoMb3awnjr
Keeps slipping from my fists.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR64bR5IY0d
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYkkLk8wYm
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxpcAgqGdu
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAYRiXrKAV
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZDAB9suYQ
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cVWwQf2um
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce56tcintC
I feel it closing in on me201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb05cAzPD3
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgQgzBQG9I
looking in the mirror I see my painting.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ohDSoVycY
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7a3ohk7wR
I know they're going to be my demise.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFuWKjIDt0
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeHJnLouZI
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3FnwZgPQ5
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2u9yXCHGR
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIncEjrS62k
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYARFUwquU
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbeCVYXGeX
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAfl7zkvrT
because I know myself if not anyone else201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR7dcTX3Wi
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb65TjURqm7
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpTMWWueiw
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvE5bf1Cr7
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd1DyXWIXC
everyone asked for a young female.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4YFbcjSpd
what happens when I grow old,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjQBP17Oen
what happens when my tits sag 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtVHMWZ8XE
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcXq21mK7E
will I no longer be wanted?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVYpptmGcn
No longer desired or admired.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GhbDDlnhw
will I just be old?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXiAtCftWT
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1RQudQpCB
Just201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLhUQh7bn4
Old.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bf8g8UqF7
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JdnReXo58
I'll have to be good at something,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vGlf3dwVN
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8cnKZ447Y
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaqQX1fem3
I'll have to be somebody201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqzJgRy8zh
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUNARnDD5f
but I know I can't keep it.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bzsm9CwWk
Good things never last.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDJCRJprHS
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoLQDuTJ0J
I don't know when youth became so important to me201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pushl3H7x
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RrVTRdLRJ
and why so many people died over it201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8reabkMC4O
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI2pT5evBZ
I would.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBE9X8du1W
perhaps that makes me a bad human,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyMFJVI06l
a bad feminist201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeH3IZ2nOE
bad person,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYBE7FKPeG
but all I know is it's the truth201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5ossT6JvL
and I would do it,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpNvCu8JOl
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4bBC1VUXA
I would give up so much to stay desirable.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FhXMQU6Lx
Because I've never been desired before201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfZEfgyZJs
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIJyX1uL2Q
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWFhul3Ls5
and my skin sags from my bones201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWgWyvxTx1
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslUuKILqkG
my neck doubling,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawrEQAkLp4
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGQDaiZGd1
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskt1kiIEpr
some people think when you get older looks matter less201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4OocwlWlx
But that's not true, nobody wants that201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHcZ2vnuQw
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSyAcvSl66
What will I be?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWBEgEkkpV
Chopped liver I suppose.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8RAvfn2zb
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAmS4sZBIR
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nlHLelhQ2
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXDMyT4YqN
I'm 20201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNH3Ghfwy7
I have done nothing time is flying by201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8GH6r4KCn
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNU08xe97D
Keeps slipping from my fists.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdePHVxN01
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6savuuOFlV
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4Qk623BrF
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqpvlNZUDA
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9XvqEXcd9
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lOzE5fWrw
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPwiklxrK8
I feel it closing in on me201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyeY7VDwc1
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFJ7ZdQL4r
looking in the mirror I see my painting.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzLvTxSelX
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKxu29BnXM
I know they're going to be my demise.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYHwicaziY
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyE2LLJHX7
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8nDbbqNB5
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXczw2T7GpF
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWHXMq5XIM
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3t677eYWQ
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnR7xrIMnb
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLdoskt6n2
because I know myself if not anyone else201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWI6LFpXtW
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdJqKoZ7L5
201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WKUUrjLrI
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
