I wish I could understand why I feel this way302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL3KMturql
Why flying doesn't feel the same 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBljGYq3bH
And the lows don't seem to fade302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0IFqf0nKw
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEk1wV8k9w
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx1Xu3XobW
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h5TJszNxw
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqjUdDkbU2
I'll convert this pain into something that works 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU8cdVRDAl
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCGkFbmQ9X
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QiTAwHrxT
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtybD7D7dfU
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA53AEBHWJ
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mNuGA8GpM
The breathing turns to drowning 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDC5b4dKF2N
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMed1HDEIEk
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW97ya4xW4
But no one welcomes me with open arms302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiqeWvurSq
Their love is fictitious 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwlQQndiLi
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ubXLmKuCw
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzcMIHw9aE
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviurvCyjlE
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30aFT5j5XK
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXXSHcY6AV
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pitn4Ef74
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6Ns8pmcrw
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz2MGMQmF3
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtxioEVJh8
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc4ztWQQL2
They get their way, nothing remains the same302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoRZPVdBta
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjasijZe7O
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALZr2zgPmq
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDEros9psJ
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefx3FKNcaO
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCcSWqDfMy
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLEQDSlqFq
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h14z3t43R
But full of myself and always on time 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqRwN1B2sg
I admit that the crime is mine 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP07qQWTfra
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXZrpRyEjA
The devil will lose his incentive 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn19O2yGZg
The weak little girl, poisoned 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMQxpZZmko
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVOuWAPzXX
Brick by brick 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq10vsiJ8L9
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WBiUvCpQ5
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJSB8MQfp7
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQafa3mlgB
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1KFGcrEDp
It's still right there 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoj9TOItqT
The devil on my shoulder
