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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6icFgFGXA4
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLS25cKxxl
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWsi3Fausp
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"Good morning, love" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zZRURKcw1
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWjztIk6Rq
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"Good morning, Cian" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLqEbLv1A2
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVNk3UG7xS
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCatM38Tgc
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4rAmAnFbk
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2YRbgbcPf
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcUA4kCi5o
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzke6aWz3V2
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I need to take my pills.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIWINhgO5O
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3EGOmYe2A
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo58NJhqsoG
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP6dBgNQMy
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbzisonuBT
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5QTcgZ8Ds
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzXmkDPkxZ
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUkt2Jn0uS
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvWE6JwYtM
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr7Ezmfkx3
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtLpFhdmq7
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bDVtYHfdW
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEHn3czX7v
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They didn't stop, 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnk6qpijhM
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So I stopped them.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfrxauelvt
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I'm breaking again.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6qW9KHNyN
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6mey4gSiF
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W76ao5Flg
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Why is he here,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTpoO71WYT
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He shouldn't see me like this,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklFSD3g57D
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZyzlcxkBq
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rf0zY7M7P
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It was me,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcqkeb3Tjx
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I was the one screaming,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW13ggQQSco
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Why was I screaming,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VKuHOo1VJ
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22OcOtQeWo
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRC43VAIVp
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21EyWVsjO1
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I was banging my head against the wall.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPglQs1RlQ
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I didn't mean to.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeClgT93mS
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I don't know what's going on.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2sDJSAMjQ
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdndVnRJGhH
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo70IthLy4R
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwWeMttPuo
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zlyXUYBPq
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJNuJqxtty
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweY7b02iS4
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVtJ4nv2cX
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MXuCAbUWF
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"I promise"150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli44a2te3I
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