"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYYolVaH3P
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- Justin Alcala139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37iGyEwYkM
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNg7hTWKlo
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv5WpTDHBO
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdL0HSOHwK
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC5fXEbQOf
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zazTPz7sF
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RDZZataG0
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEM7UzGPad
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I guess he is a silent walker. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvUzBA52ag
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK0Yy0LWGT
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M8cB1bjHq
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What the fuck? 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYQ7sxQW7w
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAquPG7NTYq
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What is he doing here? 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSoddGoz7t
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI14dsX0iW
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"Cian" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3AGrQVGoH
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cPOudGafO
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpBkDqmYG0
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I looked at him even more confused139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxuBngV3EA
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN4jJoYvWC
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBWJPs0M1E
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kqg8KBxlk
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"Cian what are you-" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9Eyeaz1FK
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi54s4cNrY
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiHRnRceT9
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZeH1Q4JaA
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg01WhgodGl
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3TqoOHlrT
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZFANnnt5D
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZU1rrFxSx
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpeQ1FgnMi
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69Q7n34DIb
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaIDXfV5ST
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG9Aqw2LBK
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKErriV76pA
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTrzSOZadO
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmOnEbzWlG
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobHvx5Wl3f
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He looked down.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrKcoONBXN
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELhfp6jZ5b
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LenJmEGxs
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMYuW8ikSm
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I kneeled next to him. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjgOlEB6Qa
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"Cian, why are you here?" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyx7sIGiwV
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Lvar3MSjc
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRlDLU4Vgz
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Fuck it. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8eFzDzlVF
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"You can stay" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG76d103ga3
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ5VQuRbUa
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yOFPnnykq
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I was teasing him at this point. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwSTFDVSAv
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFVhDYkOqw
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1kBMQVeOp
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNbdPPrT9d
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So why is he so cautious? 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvV5aDJyGO
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffeb61uSo3
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDPBbR2xQf
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN7YDRQgiP
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9hCIIluZa
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIseQzIC8I
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz22MlKKePi
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpDdreWJEz
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mp8hUwVtQ
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWTU2nn24a
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kEzuCPtGi
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGlTnFm63C
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"Signy" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8FGcTZmQo
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdYMkPe4kt
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He opened his arms 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNAWW39GaB
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgOj8ZUXxK
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His cheeks tinted slightly,139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeY5hMc7xfV
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYi6brBtUz
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03jkTjddb3
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqYACjGMVU
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9srJZxlt0k
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUC9EEJ6gc
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I'm not ready, 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3kqmkzIvP
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I'm not ready to leave,139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqlENIEexS
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