I'm somehow alive.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcdpDGuFiK
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvOBm4HQu7
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUuAs7ZCEN
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEm7cTDTsmO
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFn2XcaxUQ
Well, it was that kind of day. 348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDfn2s3YG8
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapmuNkjqGJ
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2F5DOIZzo
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYx00XO4uf
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5pRckPMET
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEEuxt8cYC
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gGqpOmCPl
Much less someone I know.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5HIiSkvtb
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"...Hey. Hey..."348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj7yun3ynP
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNUNXSZfU9
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRVEV9t28w
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"You...!" 348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezSybRgokW
I remember cursing in my head.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1npdAPd2J
Ah, fuck.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEl04hidZO
Fuck.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfefAHiELsQ
It had to be you, didn't it.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB8R6ihd1H
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNprkeHoaI
Teacher's pet.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWVLkjIoAL
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73Vk9XfTqu
The class president.
