Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.348Please respect copyright.PENANA1WhTj46AAB
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?348Please respect copyright.PENANAmFOSE76biR
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?348Please respect copyright.PENANAVRosulFQ24
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?348Please respect copyright.PENANAfhmahyrftv
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.348Please respect copyright.PENANAbAO6H3hpIg
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.348Please respect copyright.PENANAPSRvXAYRZS
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 348Please respect copyright.PENANAEr1G1GR5Qk
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...348Please respect copyright.PENANAB3MMoQ0g9v
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.348Please respect copyright.PENANAR62IhuqBnm
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-348Please respect copyright.PENANAbiqy1jtsJq
Even though it was a prank.
Love....348Please respect copyright.PENANADulKOXvlFh
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...348Please respect copyright.PENANAJax2VxHxfO
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...348Please respect copyright.PENANAHbM0tHHGos
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.348Please respect copyright.PENANAwM9mfC3kE0
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.348Please respect copyright.PENANAYcI5DecVvb
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.348Please respect copyright.PENANAgtnk02r9y2
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.348Please respect copyright.PENANAiTFL3z6T6D
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.348Please respect copyright.PENANAhnLatctGqX
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?348Please respect copyright.PENANAx0tqbh1Ywh
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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