I'm somehow alive.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj1g4EsSM1
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTiibVwmXM
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxR7hB0dDH
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHRq47l9O2
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kPEdRsIl6
Well, it was that kind of day. 330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo7S0Cru4g
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttYOlzj2GA
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JvgtSkGXu
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGpy9wcqn1
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNPaeIsP9Z
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwaxOLPjbw
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljGv7zSw0T
Much less someone I know.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLyIBZwMLz
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"...Hey. Hey..."330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0J5bfXMBD
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQydbHPFt6
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0Tc8WQjCt
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"You...!" 330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkVKWtwLwm
I remember cursing in my head.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY8GYhcfAv
Ah, fuck.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlc2WQjGzp
Fuck.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaS7RRcHbP
It had to be you, didn't it.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26VdRmtjhO
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct1mtLln4U
Teacher's pet.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX3bts6a0N
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.330Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrBmpg1xhn
The class president.
