I'm somehow alive.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVkUWGvFoW
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE7yhCB8II
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyOb2foLQV
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsJCDaGetN
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHklV5D8uN
Well, it was that kind of day. 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAnhFpXPAu
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgTuy2d46E
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaQVTbIPEX
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CcaWZLMVk
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs21eiibRWh
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvwYHKj6e1
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7CNW3RsFU
Much less someone I know.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0RIg11bu3
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"...Hey. Hey..."302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiOv2E7vUb
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPPbRP27gw
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lwyvC4J1g
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"You...!" 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZm4HefTZy
I remember cursing in my head.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65IrC18c5x
Ah, fuck.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdW4Wy9RJe
Fuck.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP27TjFE70
It had to be you, didn't it.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVSaP9MCJk
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfwDJ34GtY
Teacher's pet.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowyfqIG5ew
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjetSeByl88
The class president.
