Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiQfvcnxvJ
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHywxCE6WA
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHkDpnW5lq
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuZf1E8Gan
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJTViLy3Jo
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4X6kZPa6m
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs47w3Rszd3
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKRmjh2pwz
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDAYLIbS08
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGL9nP0zBF
Even though it was a prank.
Love....371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTabfqpf5sx
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9ndEA2uQV
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTG4JwhieQ
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDH1XydFot
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Yc5CwAmPn
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmVZ5qO2ea
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoMXZyDur0
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOITSB9qy6
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsPqCC1Mah
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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