Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.306Please respect copyright.PENANAbh9laxP7X8
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?306Please respect copyright.PENANA3FgmfqCKs8
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?306Please respect copyright.PENANAyWdup8ChsY
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?306Please respect copyright.PENANAS0u9MqA0s1
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.306Please respect copyright.PENANAlpC2lUDzpQ
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.306Please respect copyright.PENANAWRn3QkMWbj
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 306Please respect copyright.PENANAKPrMlsJlT3
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...306Please respect copyright.PENANAPsvCVoHc3I
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.306Please respect copyright.PENANA5PKpTXeJpm
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-306Please respect copyright.PENANAhwL8PIcc8P
Even though it was a prank.
Love....306Please respect copyright.PENANAPR20hBZsLZ
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...306Please respect copyright.PENANABaGixatY8l
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...306Please respect copyright.PENANAke0ZNo7rEx
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.306Please respect copyright.PENANAHJfHJAMrd6
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.306Please respect copyright.PENANAzutYYbA2mD
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.306Please respect copyright.PENANAyfDDrVZpdX
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.306Please respect copyright.PENANAUyJVOlFN2H
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.306Please respect copyright.PENANAxLrhzbRS1s
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?306Please respect copyright.PENANAQaC5FiCTan
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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