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Sarah and I attended college. Unfortunately we were unable to share a dorm room. I was forced to share a room with a man with red hair wearing glasses in a red outfit. His name was Kent, he reminded me a lot of Max. Sarah was forced to share a room with a woman in a yellow outfit with blonde hair and glasses. Her name was Madison. Before we both knew it our summer semester began, the time we spent in college had much more freedom than our years in high school ever did. I remember all those times we kissed in public as we sat on the park benches,her kisses became even potent as we grew older. It was as if she left a smaller kiss as a marking on my lips. We held hands and kissed even more.
That night we had already gone on our date we then went into her car as we sat in the back she smiled the way everyone wants to be looked at. It was as if there was no one in the world she wanted to see,we sat in that car for hours. We were at a point in our relationship where we didn't want to be separated from each other.
She layed on top of me while holding my hand as I looked deep into her eyes "I love you" I said "I love you"she said as she stared into my eyes kissing me. We began to kiss each other more intensely as she unbuttoned my shirt while I unbuttoned then took off her pants. She ran her hands through my hair as she kissed me more while reaching down my pants rubbing my penis as I felt the heat more and more from within my body. I kissed her neck as she rubbed even more faster as she pulled down my pants "It's your turn now"she said as she slowly kissed down my body then placed her penis in my mouth. I could feel both the upward and downward of the spiral of her tongue as it moved through her mouth.
It felt as if my very soul itself was being sucked out, she then moved back up then slowly placed it inside of her. She moved slowly on top of me as we both felt the feeling of our physical union, I began to move into her more faster. Her mouth opened wide with a long moan coming out of her as he eyes rolled into the back of her head. We looked into eachothers eyes we moved even more faster while her moans became more louder. I kissed her deeply in order to keep her quiet, we began to move even more faster and even more hard as we were covered in eachother's sweat.
Our intercourse became so intense it began to rock her car and we moved even faster. Then at that moment we came at the exact same time as I pulled out of her. When we finished we were breathing so intensely it was as if we ran a marathon, while we cuddled we instantly fell asleep. Our summer semester was a time of happiness and productivity as together we created more friends than we ever had in high school. I'd like to say that Sarah,Kent, and Madison helped me come out of my shell even more as they not only helped me with my work,but also taught me how to have fun.
However, I am sad to say that our Summer Semester was nothing,but a hollow shell of illusions and lies. When our true semester began our schedules began to pile up against all of us as our professors gave us so much work we hardly had time to do anything. While the common classes we took were one of the same we took our majors were different her's was Nursing, mine was Journalism. The only truly time Sarah and I had for each other was when we were studying for our test, until one day I feared that everything would come undone.
We sat in my dorm room studying for an upcoming test the more we tested the more I felt like I was doomed to fail which drove me to want to study even more ''Ugh..........I'm sick all we do is just study and study can't we just take a break''she said as she laid on top of me. I took a deep breath inwards ''I'm sorry it's just been so much I really am sorry"I said. ''I just want a night where it's just us what's wrong with that''she said as she looked deep into my eyes while her hand down her face ''There's nothing wrong with that I just wanted to study some more for the test''I said as softly held her hand. She rolled her eyes then stood up ''I know you want to be prepared,but it's ok to take a break''she said ''The test is tomorrow I just don't want to fail I don't want to fail you''I said the moment I said that I realized that the feeling that I felt was not the fear of failing myself it was failing her. I was afraid of failing her,letting her down. I did not want her to realize that she chose to be with the wrong person.
She walked up to me "You're not gonna fail me you could never fail me"she said as she kissed me "Sarah ever since you came into my life I've felt that my life has become so much better I love you so much"I said "I love you too and there is nothing that could happen that will ever change how I feel about you"she said as we both kissed. That next we both took our test and passed later that day we created a schedule that would allow us a solid amount of time to just be together.
By using this schedule we were able to create more time for us while at the same time passing all of our classes over. It was though as if we had returned to the peaceful days of our Summer Semester, however I know better than anyone that all good things must come to an end. Nearing the end of the year Sarah and I came to each other with some shocking news "Hey you aren't going to believe this,but I found a hospital that would let me intern their"she said with a smile on her face "Yeah me too I also found a newspaper who let me intern as well,bit I'm sorry to tell you that it's in California"I said. Saying those words made me want to throw up as it meant that I would be apart from here for the entire summer. She looked at me with a look of total sadness "I'm sorry look I won't I don't want to be apart from you"I said as I held.
"No no it's ok I won't let you miss out on this opportunity go I'll be fine"she said as we passionately hugged each other. It wasn't even a week later when I had to leave before I left to board my plane I hugged and kissed Sarah. I didn't want to let her go "Go you're going to miss your flight"she said as we both cried, letting go of her and boarding that plane hurt worse than any pain I thought I could ever feel.
It wasn't till later that day I called her, nothing made more that day. For the rest of that month I worked in my internship gaining experience through hard work and practice. I often saw what it was like to be a journalist in the real world. I saw it for what it really was, it wasn't really a job it was more of like............................a way of life. It required listening to the people who stood around you knowing what they needed,and using your writing capabilities in order to help them. I remember my first day on the job. I was working with a man named Mark Evans, a man with combed blonde hair in a black business suit. I joined him on a story where we interviewed a woman with red hair in a white outfit who had lost her husband to cancer. I saw it on her face, her sadness,her despair,and her slow downward spiral into the dark hole of depression.
At first she didn't want to speak with us. I saw her shaking as she sat in her seat, she basically sat in the darkness of her own prison, one that was created from the very death of her husband. That feeling she felt it was something I was familiar with. I walked over to her then placed my hand on her shoulder. "I know that feeling your feeling. I have felt it before"I said "You don't understand"she said.
"Oh I do, I completely understand you feel like your entire world has been flipped upside down,you're thinking oh my god how did this happen,what the hell am I gonna do without him"I said. She looked up at me with tears in his eyes. "Who have you lost?"she asked "I lost my parents they died in a plane crash. I was barely able to recognize them before them. I lost my best friend because he was involved in a car wreck. He had so many injuries that he died. I know what it's like to lose someone and the pain it feels,"I said.
She began to smile and talk to us about how she met her husband, that feeling that I felt it made me feel great. I was able to help her get over grief. Later that day I called Sarah telling her about that whole interview "Wow that sounds amazing I'm proud of you"she said, she went on to tell me about the interview to be honest it kind of made me want to both laugh and throw up at the same time.
That last week of my internship I received an interesting visit. I was preparing to head back when I heard a knock on my door. I opened the door to see Sarah jumping onto me. We both smiled then kissed me as I held her up. "Hi, what are you doing here?"I asked, "Well my internship ended early so I came to see you,"she said. I had seen many beautiful things in my life,but nothing in this world was more beautiful than looking into her eyes "I love you"I said "I love you"she said as we both kissed. ''Can I put you down now"I asked as we both smiled. "Nope''she said I carried her to my bedroom. I laid her down and kissed her more deeply as she ran her hands underneath my shirt pulling it off.
We kissed even mroe intensely as I ran my hands down her pants pulling them off as I kissed down her neck. I held her hand as we kissed as we wrapped our tongues around while she undid and pulled down my pants. I slowly sticked my penis into her. I moved passionately and slowly while we breathed together as I began to move faster. We moved even more faster and faster while we kissed even more as her arms wrapped around my neck. I moved even more harder and faster and faster as she began to grip my hair tightly. Her soft moans turned into even louder moans then eventually screams all while hands began to scratch down my back. I then held it deep into her. It made her grip my hair more while using her other hand to press onto my lower back.
I moved even faster and faster then I held her up moving even harder and more faster as we both began to cum as I pulled out of her. Many hours later we woke up laying next to me smiling at each other, smiling at each other. I took her to all of the places I saw while working until the point we had to go home. With the blink of an eye our summer break ended with our love rekindled and we returned home to attend our second year in college. We returned home one day to see her parents who were sad to give us rather undesirable news. We walked in her parents home. They welcomed us with open arms as we hugged them, we sat down and they looked at us with disappointment on their faces .
I remember feeling an intense sense of fear as they struggled to speak what they needed. I feared that they were preparing to express their disappointment towards the means they sat in front of us. I sat at the edge of my seat waiting for them to speak. "I'm sorry Sarah,but we're afraid that we won't be able to afford for you to stay in housing"her father said "We're really sorry honey"her mother said. Listening to them speak it made me realize that their disappointment wasn't with me it was with themselves.
I watched as I saw Sarah and her parents become consumed in a combination of disappointment,resentment toward themselves,and the simple feeling of not being able to do anything. At that moment I leaned back onto the couch thinking of a way I could help them to relieve them of this burden. Then it finally came to me. At that moment I finally came up with an idea that wouldn't just solve their problems, but mine as well. I stood up and said "I have an idea" they all looked up to me "Why don't we live in my old house? It's paid off, it's not that far from the campus. I mean we can make it work"I said as I smiled while looking at Sarah.
She looked at me with a look unsureness "James are you sure, do you think we're ready for this"she asked I looked at her as I held her hand "No I know we're ready I love you Sarah,and I know in my heart that you're the person I wanna spend the rest of my life with"I said as I kissed her. Her parents watched with happiness and approval on their faces. I could tell that they were glad I was there and that made me very happy as tears of joy filled my eyes. I remember that feeling it was the same way I felt when I helped that woman during my internship, that feeling made me feel as if I flew into the sky.
Within a matter of days I Sarah and I moved into my old home, taking yet another big step in our relationship. Looking back on my life today I would have to say that was in fact my best roommate. We did just about everything together. The only thing we argued about was the laundry. When the year finally started we saw one of the advantages of living together as we were able to plan out our schedules.
After the first week of the year we stayed home to have a movie night ''Seriously why do we have to watch romantic comedies can't we watch an action''I said. I was a bit irritated that we had spent that entire evening watching romantic comedy movies, and to be honest it was giving me a headache. "Oh come on it won't be that bad let's just................................"she said,but stopped when I kissed her "Fine we can watch an action movie"she said as she smiled. I put on the movie and she snuggled into me, if memory serves me correctly I believe we spent that entire weekend on the couch.
That Monday we accidentally woke up early and we quickly drove to the campus only to realize that we actually didn't oversleep. When we arrived we looked at the time upon our realization we laughed so hard tears ran down our faces. While the morning of our day started out with laughter the evening of our day ended with complete and total disagreement. We sat in our classes listening to the lectures of our professors while my mind was on my work Sarah's mind was thinking of other things. While we sat at home studying over our notes I was discussing the main point of our lesson however, her mind was somewhere else.
While I drinked a can of soda she said something to me that would give such a shock to my chest I thought it would give me a heart attack "Yeah so ummm what do you think are some good baby names''she said as she made additional changes to her notes. The shock of that very question forced me to spit out my drink ''Wait baby names'' I asked ''Yeah I've been thinking about it all day and I think it's time to start thinking about stuff like that"she said. ''Yeah,but Sarah we're sophomores in college''I said ''James we made a promise back in highschool to be there for eachother we're basically married I know we're still young,but I want to have a baby you know be a family"she said as she leaned on me.
"I know it's just that I'm not ready for kids just yet to be honest I haven't even thought that far ahead about us"I said "James don't you believe we have a future together"she asked as she began to rise off of me. "Of course I do, I will always believe in that, but I just never believed us to have kids''I said, and she stood up with a look of disappointment. "Well I'm sorry to hear that"she said as she walked out. That was the third disagreement,I was not only sad,but also angry at myself. I wondered how I could fix this.
I couldn't find a way, so I went to people who understood her. I went to her parents house to speak with we sat down at the table. Then I told them what happened and they began to understand "We understand we went through the exact same thing when we were your age"her father said. "How did you guys fix this? I love Sarah, I can't lose her"I said as I began to cry. Her father looked at me "Do you really love her"he asked "I do"I said.
"Then you have to go after her. If you love her, you're gonna make the plan with her. You have to show that you love her. Love does not work through words it works through action, do you understand"he asked "Yes I understand"I said as I nodded "Yes"I said. I walked through the park trying to find her, but I soon saw her sitting on the park bench. I sat next to her "Hannah"I said she turned to me looking confused ''What"she asked "I was thinking that if it was a girl we name her Hannah if it's a boy and I hope it's a boy I was thinking we name him John"I said.
"Wait, do you mean that you're willing to have a family?"she asked, "Yes I want to show you how much I love you through my actions."I said as she smiled and we then kissed. The year soon came to an end as we began to make plans for the family we hoped for. Our final two years of college began in order to make our dreams come true as the year began we completely through ourselves into that of our majors.
However, the saying:"Time flies when you're having fun" is truly a saying that speaks the truth. It felt like those two just passed by us before we knew the time for us to graduate had arrived on the day before I asked Sarah a question that would change both of our lives forever. In front of our home I kneeled down before her and asked "Sarah will you marry me" her eyes filled with tears of joy "Yes the answer is yes" she said as I put the ring on her finger then stood up to kiss her.
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