I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 904Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ7uv3JLdc
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 904Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T8VLUzNi7
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 904Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nB2HDpg0R
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 904Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxazD5Tcmc
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 904Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1AlrBkdPw
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 904Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO99zdDbV9
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 904Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTVfDxJt6l
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 904Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaRqWys6I8
He's already someone else's. 904Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GPqCQOmPA
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