Who am I?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm404Xqcxu
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMnY5PcLda
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZJLZIvrqK
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVfeHJIDQU
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3bA9zPTMB
but I feel like I’m stuck.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrveM4gMpdH
I don’t know what I want.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97aRasGp2L
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHBxZ4axNR
I want to have a dream.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g4iOQRRxQ
Have a goal.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOhsjbxdgh
Try to achieve it...67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWeUjpo0m7
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVeyBX3FjW
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJCFcPBoxO
I’m alone, trying to dream,67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZENYZwDO2
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAUy0jQxE2
after a long journey,67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajolhImUXs
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXUiB73aBR
