然之後2020年嗰排又開始咗疫情,令到我同晴晴多咗時間留喺屋企,同對方WhatsApp或者IG傾偈,喺呢啲情況下同晴晴吹水,都了解咗更加多佢初小嗰陣時嘅生活,即係晴晴仲未行入我生活嘅嗰段時間。
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或者喺呢段對話入邊,我更加肯定咗其實晴晴佢真係一個好友善嘅人。可能小學嗰陣時阿必或者其他人會講過話佢係一個衰人,而我想有一種好想改變佢嘅性格果種感覺。佢本身係一個好人,但係因為一啲現實生活中嘅因素,令到佢唔可以表現到佢最關懷別人嘅一面,而我淨係想做一個角色就係將佢帶離呢種痛苦。
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有時候我夜晚發夢都會幻想:我哋响一齊之後嘅將來會係點樣?如果去到十八歲,我哋考完文憑試出到嚟,打算讀大學,我哋又會點樣呢?
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可能會好自由咁拖住手喺條街度行住;
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或者去到我哋一齊住嗰陣時會分享每一日究竟發生咗乜嘢事,嗰陣時個場景就係
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晴晴用一種好幼稚嘅語氣同我講今日發生咗咩事?
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呢個小女孩喺度熱情地分享佢嘅日常,其實嗰啲可能都好小事,例如話佢食嘅lunch好好味,而嗰啲事其他人包括我未必有興趣想聽嘅,但係可能就係因為佢呢種肯同我分享嘅衝動,就令到我好想聽佢講嘢,咁我就會喺度摸着佢個頭,好耐心咁聽住佢講
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同埋另一樣嘢就係,其實我唔止一次聽到屋企人講過係唔想我拍拖嘅,就係可能影響我嘅生活(?)佢哋覺得青少年應該專心讀書,而有時佢哋又會check我電話,又睇住我同邊啲人傾偈咁樣,就令到我唔夠膽主動搵晴晴傾偈
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我都擔心過其實晴晴會唔會因為咁而嬲咗我,或者有其他唔開心嘅感覺,但係晴晴佢好似又冇介意過咁,呢件事就不了了之。
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晴晴嘅答覆真係好溫柔,令到我懷疑自己點解我得到一個咁好嘅人,感覺自己係一個人生勝利組,係一個咁早嘅階段得到一個咁好嘅人
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我要好好地珍惜晴晴15Please respect copyright.PENANAm60IrWcp2P