I am dreading growing old.167Please respect copyright.PENANAfeC93p7Kcz
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,167Please respect copyright.PENANAfiNtgAXx00
everyone asked for a young female.167Please respect copyright.PENANAG0m3aQpsXp
what happens when I grow old,167Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y4ljaWmQO
what happens when my tits sag 167Please respect copyright.PENANAUxHTvg5lpO
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,167Please respect copyright.PENANACQ1bLyxRoc
will I no longer be wanted?167Please respect copyright.PENANA3cPjrwD2cc
No longer desired or admired.167Please respect copyright.PENANAUobcRSguiM
will I just be old?167Please respect copyright.PENANAgJfabHKMdH
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 167Please respect copyright.PENANA7r5yv9OZtz
Just167Please respect copyright.PENANAhWboTOgdtW
Old.167Please respect copyright.PENANAb6BuODkcY5
167Please respect copyright.PENANAJkXRuku6iF
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?167Please respect copyright.PENANA7JTqIfw6Di
I'll have to be good at something,167Please respect copyright.PENANAAt4iBwrNTZ
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills167Please respect copyright.PENANAhuNIfUg58t
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain167Please respect copyright.PENANAtZA9jVc2Yp
I'll have to be somebody167Please respect copyright.PENANAvljJsOxH0j
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth167Please respect copyright.PENANAdK14zOzi1U
but I know I can't keep it.167Please respect copyright.PENANABg7QJjN06f
Good things never last.167Please respect copyright.PENANAJIY3HzZCwb
167Please respect copyright.PENANANvWGQ4fJWv
I don't know when youth became so important to me167Please respect copyright.PENANARGOyGKR3PY
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail167Please respect copyright.PENANAxtY7FpnH1e
and why so many people died over it167Please respect copyright.PENANATwV4sEvR5v
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,167Please respect copyright.PENANAFtG5TT2m0M
I would.167Please respect copyright.PENANAWPFTJw3vsx
perhaps that makes me a bad human,167Please respect copyright.PENANAneOly5aSVc
a bad feminist167Please respect copyright.PENANA8QCfgS2xeN
bad person,167Please respect copyright.PENANA4qVCCpahIw
but all I know is it's the truth167Please respect copyright.PENANAoAQIUUg7BY
and I would do it,167Please respect copyright.PENANAnGlChuTcFL
167Please respect copyright.PENANAc4YHbY5aEO
I would give up so much to stay desirable.167Please respect copyright.PENANAvK1H3jiiRG
Because I've never been desired before167Please respect copyright.PENANAqrxkVxukRG
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,167Please respect copyright.PENANARp6m9HgSPW
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?167Please respect copyright.PENANACK7xgW7nqD
and my skin sags from my bones167Please respect copyright.PENANAFdn7tprORy
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach167Please respect copyright.PENANAOb1SjjNh9p
my neck doubling,167Please respect copyright.PENANAo3wKhS9MwZ
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad167Please respect copyright.PENANAqFn5Oivc4f
167Please respect copyright.PENANAWZMUbRdOlY
some people think when you get older looks matter less167Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0dgC5xIkI
But that's not true, nobody wants that167Please respect copyright.PENANATYiDKAij6T
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.167Please respect copyright.PENANAS7xDwjrzuN
What will I be?167Please respect copyright.PENANACXzc1fFIBn
Chopped liver I suppose.167Please respect copyright.PENANAs83UzOda60
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools167Please respect copyright.PENANAVKtFkPLNKk
167Please respect copyright.PENANAt3kxWvfN0q
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life167Please respect copyright.PENANAJcr8uwXXhh
I'm young167Please respect copyright.PENANAuAWFYIxvm6
I have done nothing time is flying by167Please respect copyright.PENANA7E4yp9YANH
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast167Please respect copyright.PENANATuidee4F5N
Keeps slipping from my fists.167Please respect copyright.PENANAtuBKHsdqmy
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).167Please respect copyright.PENANAGl9mFrEynQ
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.167Please respect copyright.PENANAozo3TtHsgZ
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up167Please respect copyright.PENANArsFiBNDE5V
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.167Please respect copyright.PENANAfKAv5q1XsB
167Please respect copyright.PENANAwGsTU1vwGh
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity167Please respect copyright.PENANAQjUy6UZVZt
I feel it closing in on me167Please respect copyright.PENANAxz3Z4C7DuH
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,167Please respect copyright.PENANA5EW5m40TNW
looking in the mirror I see my painting.167Please respect copyright.PENANADc0hF1Hp7q
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,167Please respect copyright.PENANA5XonEpP9fI
I know they're going to be my demise.167Please respect copyright.PENANAjpZ6A4N1Kk
167Please respect copyright.PENANAi16faEARM1
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen167Please respect copyright.PENANAiWBk2ufmz1
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.167Please respect copyright.PENANAtRybofROKh
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 167Please respect copyright.PENANAIRLz29S26Y
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 167Please respect copyright.PENANAUXZIpInC3i
167Please respect copyright.PENANAw2D8iL9lhB
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither167Please respect copyright.PENANAebNSpGRyav
because I know myself if not anyone else167Please respect copyright.PENANAcRiDrTxEf6
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.167Please respect copyright.PENANAHqDKfyuHJM
167Please respect copyright.PENANAFVE0E3qZ6D
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.167Please respect copyright.PENANAcOntced7Kg
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,167Please respect copyright.PENANA2wsRxuFsSn
everyone asked for a young female.167Please respect copyright.PENANAfcorLpRgJD
what happens when I grow old,167Please respect copyright.PENANAGzVKADkxIH
what happens when my tits sag 167Please respect copyright.PENANAjMXho4Rs98
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,167Please respect copyright.PENANA2XhgtayFXG
will I no longer be wanted?167Please respect copyright.PENANA1Cae5CNH3Z
No longer desired or admired.167Please respect copyright.PENANAAsa8ztK9GL
will I just be old?167Please respect copyright.PENANAghCv9AMFTo
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 167Please respect copyright.PENANAUc7HKnLwmI
Just167Please respect copyright.PENANALKjEfOFvCi
Old.167Please respect copyright.PENANAqB1VlmIsYa
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?167Please respect copyright.PENANAr7sqCgu2QQ
I'll have to be good at something,167Please respect copyright.PENANAP0fkRuOwYa
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills167Please respect copyright.PENANAV7rsu39wEi
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain167Please respect copyright.PENANAijhDEWtPTp
I'll have to be somebody167Please respect copyright.PENANACxMeZNEnrT
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth167Please respect copyright.PENANA7y6yp8zfNj
but I know I can't keep it.167Please respect copyright.PENANAxAuqDyVcNK
Good things never last.167Please respect copyright.PENANAjK4Pg1E90g
167Please respect copyright.PENANAtjNZUr66zA
I don't know when youth became so important to me167Please respect copyright.PENANAiIAh3fVuJu
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail167Please respect copyright.PENANAKIq1dtnw4B
and why so many people died over it167Please respect copyright.PENANAM4ax4LsBvv
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,167Please respect copyright.PENANA1rJk5l9MlW
I would.167Please respect copyright.PENANAYkMIpJTPTb
perhaps that makes me a bad human,167Please respect copyright.PENANAI53l5T4pbj
a bad feminist167Please respect copyright.PENANAtrMLaGuM5L
bad person,167Please respect copyright.PENANAJJUCAfP5QL
but all I know is it's the truth167Please respect copyright.PENANAYj1Cof6tM0
and I would do it,167Please respect copyright.PENANAnaBH5SxPV5
167Please respect copyright.PENANAcL3zBQAXfA
I would give up so much to stay desirable.167Please respect copyright.PENANAEBotnYPBot
Because I've never been desired before167Please respect copyright.PENANAiEys8NVoop
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,167Please respect copyright.PENANAfo0qpYi0Vc
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?167Please respect copyright.PENANAGMSRpjqZbh
and my skin sags from my bones167Please respect copyright.PENANAjrabUgjUF7
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach167Please respect copyright.PENANA4DiGTnXBEI
my neck doubling,167Please respect copyright.PENANA3kuWDS9ZXO
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad167Please respect copyright.PENANAT4BcEa1eOl
167Please respect copyright.PENANAkkcTcCrzkj
some people think when you get older looks matter less167Please respect copyright.PENANAFosqqUofqk
But that's not true, nobody wants that167Please respect copyright.PENANAgBQ4gHi6oT
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.167Please respect copyright.PENANAmgTnPrdizK
What will I be?167Please respect copyright.PENANAPAJcRsaIBU
Chopped liver I suppose.167Please respect copyright.PENANAXJ7X7pU3Ve
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools167Please respect copyright.PENANAfaoNe66CD5
167Please respect copyright.PENANAHFBAMzPuQH
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life167Please respect copyright.PENANA61gfcelojw
I'm 20167Please respect copyright.PENANAZCHo79UUon
I have done nothing time is flying by167Please respect copyright.PENANAVe8M7tTlTl
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast167Please respect copyright.PENANAn5IDcaRrzB
Keeps slipping from my fists.167Please respect copyright.PENANADjKe9cwUl3
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).167Please respect copyright.PENANAKED04itwtq
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.167Please respect copyright.PENANApIhZcPPX1v
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up167Please respect copyright.PENANAxMHuk7rupN
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.167Please respect copyright.PENANAL0IuMP0ll5
167Please respect copyright.PENANA4L3tI21W12
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity167Please respect copyright.PENANAhCKo9owYyr
I feel it closing in on me167Please respect copyright.PENANA6s4EdnwgO3
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,167Please respect copyright.PENANAdUkYJYj6GR
looking in the mirror I see my painting.167Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9YYfTiE7h
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,167Please respect copyright.PENANAoXQ15LJAVF
I know they're going to be my demise.167Please respect copyright.PENANAVduh1GRVS5
167Please respect copyright.PENANARp9otx1Kqs
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen167Please respect copyright.PENANAUVrUAUiDKK
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.167Please respect copyright.PENANAUTjC91TSHb
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 167Please respect copyright.PENANAgD5KFno73b
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 167Please respect copyright.PENANAQO9h7pxFrc
167Please respect copyright.PENANAdCWB4XlZJ3
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither167Please respect copyright.PENANAoCfgke9fLv
because I know myself if not anyone else167Please respect copyright.PENANAvbDqLCgyAW
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.167Please respect copyright.PENANAlQPPH9L6NN
167Please respect copyright.PENANAzn4Tk19jJL
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old