I wish I could understand why I feel this way227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DAYLPnZLu
Why flying doesn't feel the same 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC8FtNnAEh
And the lows don't seem to fade227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVxpcyKMsK
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZG4gPFBGz
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHJfHEGP4t
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9YmZPmz0D
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrARv4T5Erd
I'll convert this pain into something that works 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxTLXbJ3Lr
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul8MSdxJYv
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iCtCT31oc
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCiMkqCfIl
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnq5zMJmj9
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPQ48KMVml
The breathing turns to drowning 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IipkDMvdt
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpTfR0uLpB
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzNfWab485
But no one welcomes me with open arms227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW7GkASwv8
Their love is fictitious 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek8vkEy8AT
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVc8zcdCyk
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjTwZwabzH
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHA85dP0bR
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfzmiGl1r6
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINz8rHIGI2
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBsP7Dpunm
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFGOW0pB56
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyftmNSVFI4
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI6RsUxVl1
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCLAqOpX3Y
They get their way, nothing remains the same227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVzOzDcbnn
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS7IzTaESW
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBRJu5IvV7
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7J0NRaG3x
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM7VWnpkLc
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ppi8Z0eyI
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhzBKYbULA
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnVb5Mcn2I
But full of myself and always on time 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31dQ7tjYOm
I admit that the crime is mine 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rdj0N79zM
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiCatb4GLL
The devil will lose his incentive 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0BsKWcQd7
The weak little girl, poisoned 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n58IyQcci
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9oaWH42dv
Brick by brick 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TcTgk9eX4
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHZ7bi9xGv
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LUNLQfy2l
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11zVchOjIA
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3bcm1ICnE
It's still right there 227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5hvisM7Fp
The devil on my shoulder
