I'm somehow alive.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SSDjFdjKE
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUiGxN3pS3
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7icuamXXzm
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUo0LXz3x5
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOBB0kZC4K
Well, it was that kind of day. 307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkjvWFfmRS
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZaGk1tsUe
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkLrNcLAMR
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndWlX0OWtQ
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQj4lBgsoc
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5FigYhHZF
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKsHgCwmzz
Much less someone I know.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z6sn7Wize
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"...Hey. Hey..."307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUEZqjOyvg
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0LXAOkxX1
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kcqi18EkR
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"You...!" 307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnHdPOkKaS
I remember cursing in my head.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PzFCVXIzW
Ah, fuck.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgyrVmoR0Q
Fuck.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2zRJIeHJg
It had to be you, didn't it.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQhrfjyNqg
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluMxBgWkqJ
Teacher's pet.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHtrPqONh3
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.307Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6bfoz0U37
The class president.
