Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.334Please respect copyright.PENANAWDqtRhz7i7
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?334Please respect copyright.PENANAZI8NT1aCN6
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?334Please respect copyright.PENANAKZzZjDpTT0
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?334Please respect copyright.PENANAfHsEEUv0LN
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.334Please respect copyright.PENANArYkAZK1HV1
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.334Please respect copyright.PENANAPOvmRGrHzR
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 334Please respect copyright.PENANAbKFRNTo4JI
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...334Please respect copyright.PENANAI72POen46S
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.334Please respect copyright.PENANASykTjPtrlw
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-334Please respect copyright.PENANAEDQIsgRj6y
Even though it was a prank.
Love....334Please respect copyright.PENANAKAgPOAlVoE
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...334Please respect copyright.PENANAWZtjgpOAIA
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...334Please respect copyright.PENANAkaH9XLP46P
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.334Please respect copyright.PENANAbpCdRY5AwJ
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.334Please respect copyright.PENANAYPaPBgtWtT
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.334Please respect copyright.PENANAcOCN6guwrC
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.334Please respect copyright.PENANANQLIj1ThOa
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.334Please respect copyright.PENANAHp7YVVEZkO
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?334Please respect copyright.PENANAFtbKay0RMM
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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