About that exam...332Please respect copyright.PENANAtH4w91LBzE
It's alright, I'm used to giving up. It's okay. It's not the end of the world.332Please respect copyright.PENANAUfqK9r6dYe
Wow, who am I kidding? I feel like shit.332Please respect copyright.PENANAwPwzWXuxEA
I keep thinking how relieved I would be once it's all over when I was "studying" for my exam, but I don't feel anything. Just numb.
Anyhow... mmmm... well, every antihero needs a sob story, no?332Please respect copyright.PENANARlgOTEHAq5
Sorry to disappoint, but I grew up normally. An only child in a normal middle-class family. No divorce, no nothing. I wasn't abused.332Please respect copyright.PENANAlGDoyA1wJG
It really was nothing special. I just couldn't handle the pressure my parents put on me as the only child. Not that it was a lot or anything. Maybe if a different person experienced the same thing, they would be the hero of the story instead of a loser like me.332Please respect copyright.PENANAsqOFR4As5c
So why did I end up like this? How did I end up like this?
Kids have a way of doing things. They're clear about what they like and dislike, and they can't tell what's right from wrong. A classmate of mine back in primary was hit by another kid, and their skull was split open, leading to him being rushed into the hospital. Why did the kid do that?332Please respect copyright.PENANA2qLKQjkT1o
"I didn't like him. He looked ugly."
Well, I wasn't much different. Granted, I never sent anyone to the hospital back then, but I was never taught right from wrong. I was only able to figure it out much, much later.
I performed relatively well throughout primary and middle school, and I wasn't bad at sports either, so despite my cocky personality, I wasn't lacking in popularity.332Please respect copyright.PENANAMFke2U4Qn0
Because I had something people wanted, whether it was to join their soccer team or to lend them notes.
But as high school came, things changed. I wasn't as special. People didn't need me. My grades dropped, and I could see the disappointment on my parents' faces whenever my report card came.
"Wow, okay, we get it. You're a loser. So?"332Please respect copyright.PENANAJDNL0Zt5pY
Us villains aren't particularly smart, athletic, or powerful. We're people that won't get noticed in a crowd.332Please respect copyright.PENANACxzbhcksDL
You might think that you need to be powerful in order to be a villain. Well, if you want to be famous, sure. But from what I've learned, no one they've recruited had an outstanding power. 332Please respect copyright.PENANAwo43P9SlXO
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All the villains I've met... They aren't right in the head. Well, I can't say that I am, either.332Please respect copyright.PENANAazYCRTFncW
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"They" want someone to follow orders.332Please respect copyright.PENANA2L9oPqAvcs
Someone to be their dog.332Please respect copyright.PENANADUttDiNPlb
Someone that no one would care about if they disappeared. 332Please respect copyright.PENANAG14OmF2DA3
People that aren't afraid to be hated.332Please respect copyright.PENANAQKwfWECgMU
People who barely feel guilt.332Please respect copyright.PENANAo5tuPAx8P3
Well, to sum it up, people with signs of antisocial personality disorder.332Please respect copyright.PENANApiHfwKAPwD
You probably don't know this, but most of us are young; not only are we easy to manipulate, but we can get away with small sentences for large crimes.
I guess that's all I wanted to say for today. It feels better, spilling out your pathetic life on paper.332Please respect copyright.PENANAtA5hJaVPZX
Anyhow, it's ice-block time now. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)332Please respect copyright.PENANAgxWhMTdNSe
(It's currently winter and 11:00 pm)