Right, so i'm back to looking at random strangers on Fb to attempt to find my siblings who have not been in touch and yes, it is in fact also almost 1am but that doesn't matter, I must find certain individuals so i can then attempt to regain contact. Is this late night desperation? Possibly a touch

So I had my birthday party last weekend and it was AMAZING! My friends dressed up like I had asked them too, my brother helped me do the decorations, my friends lit the candles and brought my cake over for me and everyone had fun! And now I've decided I have to have another get together or gathering with my friends because it was a lot of fun.

Does anyone else go re-visiting activities from like 2019, cringe at how anxious/weird/awkward they were but also treasure how precious they were to their online friends despite their clear mental health challenges? XD

Anyone ever have songs leave their radar for 6+ months and then youtube randomly recommends it to you again and you still find it a bop? Is it just me lol 😂

@thegoodwitch Do you want to maybe spontaneously try rping as characters in Pigfarts and maybe others will join? 

I've seriously been missing rping lately and I don't know what to do with this creative energy- tried writing a short story/script for voice actors and shared it with some people but I had to come up with everything for that so there's no unpredictability and idk if this is just me but- not having these small fun things to come back to as an adult feels lonely

Thinking about having a birthday party for my birthday this year but I'm not sure who I'd invite because it's a lot of work, I'd have to make food, deal with people giving me presents that I don't need but have to be courteous about and arrange some activities for us to do. And I'd have to figure out who I'll invite because I have a lot of friends from different social circles and I wouldn't want anyone to feel left out but at the same time, I don't want certain people at my birthday party because I don't think our relationship is as close as it used to be and now this is a crazy long post unintentionally 

I miss my grandmother who passed 2 years prior and I miss 'Bill' and Fred and lots of people even though I know we're likely still connected somehow it's still hard 😢 and that's okay 

Happy Birthday @thegoodwitch!!! Sorry it's a day late because of timezones!

I have learned that branding is important when you run a business and figuring out how to express that brand with words is not easy

I have so much excitement planned for the next 2 months but also stress from the typical challenges of self promo and having to build up clients for work. But it's okay! 

I'm gonna have my grading for Karate to become Yellow Belt next week!!!

I made chicken today and it doesn't taste bad :D

So today was interesting, I had a nice day, didn't snow too much and I almost successfully made food except I added water and it didn't turn out but I had to eat it anyways and it's a learning experience that I do not plan on repeating

Definitely know that on Q I used to mention stuff about my day sometimes so i might do that here starting like now- 
I got triggered by something that reminded me of something in the past and now I'm numb but it's okay to have feelings it means we're human and I like being alive 

Hold on- why isn't there an emoji button?! Penana needs to add an emoji button 🤦‍♀️

Came from Q and was suggested to try this site out as a possible new version. Not sure how much I'll be sharing because since Q started dying down I've lost much of the posting motivation because I don't remember what I used to post so hopefully this is a decent first post. 

helloooo <33