今天一整天都在昏睡114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsndb6rRjT5
原本沒打算要發日記114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoztLCwznnV
但突然冒出一個念頭114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteeKnPkXzI
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6ovf3M7wI
跟 看到未來114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FOEkj831k
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AYQ0wbw9R
能等到結婚生子114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCIn43nP0L
有我的孩子114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxB7I61WYQ
我自己的孩子114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwzgLLXiaZ
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIplofGUDt
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcXRHwqp9m
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhnnxXOFuJ
我會變成什麼樣子？114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDrtQqkrWJ
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotzBZGaZSt
沒有愛的人114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSsz4pFQ5n
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkPbVcLcfm
好像是在逃避什麼114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpGjQjqbDI
又像在渴求什麼114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBtkRLSMtJ
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmgHwhGzYe
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuwlLB6lrs
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AtM3IH5Rf
請容許我幼稚下去吧114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWN6M450hg
這禮拜學校出了不少事114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71UEbcmDhr
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI6dI0kTnf
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI71XSpYhxq
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYJOX5G2cu
所以不清楚114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Fp9ufkpkL
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4RuKDQvx0
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8irsonwWA8
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8hm9RohXx
大概是這種想法吧114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIUtNaCuZZ
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEBq4PlhG4
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwDAPlnSdU
會選在大家都看得到的地方114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M8eneuKOQ
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAFpWYU8Zl
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouNkN73dGc
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSXvFeI6l7
我也是114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitVSbEkU0n
