今天一整天都在昏睡106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lYXhsjw1K
原本沒打算要發日記106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRN8A4K9t9
但突然冒出一個念頭106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuQUvfJY8W
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X5KC3C1gI
跟 看到未來106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAg0IpLild
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TsCLi7IB7
能等到結婚生子106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrqSK8NFc6
有我的孩子106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ217fQjp1ab
我自己的孩子106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjMPNrzUBB
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCGGXK5Qyo
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ1EkW5J9s
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNv5z2EnvU
我會變成什麼樣子？106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuqwQXyxgy
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwpVfPSMgP
沒有愛的人106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8iqfBfSvI
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKHb2GSSEU
好像是在逃避什麼106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSWGUrMODg
又像在渴求什麼106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iYlkkH9dv
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMWzTWutsY
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSgwldt55Z
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcstgTp1vS
請容許我幼稚下去吧106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNJ4O9AW1S
這禮拜學校出了不少事106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTfRnktaDT
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCLjxdBsMG
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q9MYRWqM5
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCrNZxgjh0
所以不清楚106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjjtRq0r2s
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqA3m3SBQo
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZowwjy7jc
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwOlYxQYQt
大概是這種想法吧106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI98V8ixBUX
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgV2dQq0YT
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyjvmmLt6y
會選在大家都看得到的地方106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18mCXeakUe
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cPL2GDlbg
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBan2LqfDwc
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRITWGJG6P
我也是106Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xkw0cuYrV
