Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopSdu3inuo
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HrEjbfecU
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD38PqRAKqF
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9q9xUyziT

In a room full of people,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixAJr3KZw9
I can't help but feel alone,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKDC2P6oP1
And the darkness take it's hold,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPL7NWZTZx
That makes me feel so small.242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqZ74cheqo

They ask me to smile,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0Ev6UP0Hp
But I've forgotten how,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYIA40hTVC
And I can't remember why,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAotIta2yRa
My sparkle began to dim.242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD8Z58gbOc

They make me so crazy,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL3GgRbzPi
But still I let them win,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP5wR5VPaH
After I've taken all I can bare,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wyNFvFHtD
I've no one to call, 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ilKunKnYo
No one to be there.242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbyAlkc1b9

They've seen my true colours,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LuZMZNxMg
When I've let them shine through,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11TBqqVCad
My true colours,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp6FwxNXbq
I'd wished I'd never shown.242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j7MctyYPK

I am afraid to let them show,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKkV6UcMmw
My true colours,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdds4GmjuX
They claimed were beautiful,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTp2wrR1EI
But they still tore me down, 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppSeEti4TG
Making me feel small,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tkMRRRV9F
My true colours,242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RiWzAwETr
I should've never shown.242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMCXTu9nYH