Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDBCmS50Y7
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPR8eKtK4X
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNEmdsI9uZ
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg8NuulJL7

In a room full of people,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80bMmFJyTT
I can't help but feel alone,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDXOrBF1yq
And the darkness take it's hold,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdcUo2XiXb
That makes me feel so small.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL1ScV49NF

They ask me to smile,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOuxVOPXfT
But I've forgotten how,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95lLF4ek4e
And I can't remember why,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfBXOUp20U
My sparkle began to dim.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRnxfboVJr

They make me so crazy,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5FdysSU6e
But still I let them win,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKybNcvPqDZ
After I've taken all I can bare,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaKxITWuWw
I've no one to call, 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbcSdPNwJN
No one to be there.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfPcQcjU90

They've seen my true colours,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA88iHBgSdU
When I've let them shine through,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9qOWEaQRA
My true colours,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIkTGdyDZv
I'd wished I'd never shown.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWSDcAzP9P

I am afraid to let them show,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmexYxyeARA
My true colours,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NMQ3elIoq
They claimed were beautiful,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRw38XuWKu
But they still tore me down, 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcxReEmCqO
Making me feel small,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9WIdeIuHO
My true colours,243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3Wah2GI9F
I should've never shown.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLPddHFnIT