第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢73Please respect copyright.PENANA8aO6nPvSof
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記73Please respect copyright.PENANAfpsuVA7n8q
發現李湘渝這幾個月來73Please respect copyright.PENANAOVO0A0v0cd
都過度積極的控制情緒73Please respect copyright.PENANAOley9qJd6Q
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少73Please respect copyright.PENANA1MmCH7xveI
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂73Please respect copyright.PENANA1KrRq1yJg6
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAIlUPXLsjSf
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「每天都有…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAebDtqZ0LDX
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「比起剛出院73Please respect copyright.PENANA98hAO6to3z
或上個月73Please respect copyright.PENANA2lDuDPwEQp
有好轉嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAvzCuCRgr7j
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「好像…差不多…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAvVU4OOhxr9
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「十級的話73Please respect copyright.PENANAbC8eBhTIki
有多少級痛?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAdlBWoao1NQ
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右73Please respect copyright.PENANAPacGlZoavm
試過幾次真的很痛…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAEMSk609T8f
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容73Please respect copyright.PENANAVEFnV7yrxJ
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神73Please respect copyright.PENANAIhlBx36s4I
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「已持續兩個月了73Please respect copyright.PENANA0wvoCHgXaj
是吧?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAJSUXwZHLhT
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「嗯…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAB2dDHmnrvm
李湘渝點點頭73Please respect copyright.PENANAvwVnYLOYmP
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小時候的事73Please respect copyright.PENANAmLna6ZxeAl
實在記得太清楚73Please respect copyright.PENANArmqfhkvfW1
印象太深刻73Please respect copyright.PENANAX9Y0iStmE7
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候73Please respect copyright.PENANAz6aGVz6xtZ
彷彿提醒著自己73Please respect copyright.PENANADfO3mCyaxC
不斷的重溫事發經過73Please respect copyright.PENANAB4l0XZkUPh
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇73Please respect copyright.PENANAFHSLUghcPa
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態73Please respect copyright.PENANAvSzWDMnUpx
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來73Please respect copyright.PENANAcAIZJyJdYj
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著73Please respect copyright.PENANAS1FAoLOa6J
自從幻聽出現後的日記73Please respect copyright.PENANAvVlPKAspB8
看得出李湘渝心裡73Please respect copyright.PENANAPk318BMelt
是極度的恐慌73Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9UchclVB7
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從字裡行間裡73Please respect copyright.PENANAD6KsSkkKyx
李湘渝透露出的是73Please respect copyright.PENANAcSBgc6pKva
逃避現實73Please respect copyright.PENANAagVxRXsOlP
置之不理73Please respect copyright.PENANAhFnM4VsK7I
過份抑壓情緒73Please respect copyright.PENANAAakAi5GKEp
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「湘渝73Please respect copyright.PENANAxvKcvJkRtN
欺騙誰也可以73Please respect copyright.PENANAnV5dhbDdXW
但就是不能欺騙自己73Please respect copyright.PENANAx6RknRMIyj
要對自己誠實」73Please respect copyright.PENANA6oYUT0fCFE
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「嗯…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAoiisFhPUxq
李湘渝低著頭73Please respect copyright.PENANAypRW3fTSWu
點了一下頭73Please respect copyright.PENANADP5A9iX0SD
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?73Please respect copyright.PENANAoJY4xm4jH7
在逃避嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAuiZZOqy9nt
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李湘渝沉默著73Please respect copyright.PENANAfpOcbeSd2w
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情73Please respect copyright.PENANAY598ssgZbM
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李湘渝思考了一會73Please respect copyright.PENANAUnxBc1bARx
點了點頭73Please respect copyright.PENANA5iXx2bitrH
「嗯…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAbfFHUccaXq
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「有什麼原因73Please respect copyright.PENANAvyJbLPX8cp
令你想逃避?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAWua3dloZrc
鍾媽媽溫柔的說73Please respect copyright.PENANA5TAKYOukwW
「或者73Please respect copyright.PENANASPlEzEUmCu
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAuEMLv9nAXU
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李湘渝低著頭73Please respect copyright.PENANAUQRJE8aDBn
手按在昨天傷口的位置上73Please respect copyright.PENANAjU0f62Bdzb
「我…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAx6VBLiCtwn
突然低壓情緒湧了上來73Please respect copyright.PENANAhS4SSy3z6g
「很…73Please respect copyright.PENANAPJhYnl8cdA
累了…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAqN3iEfWBUN
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「所以昨天73Please respect copyright.PENANAZTsx5hKuQz
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAZA1ibY1kBS
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李湘渝點了點頭73Please respect copyright.PENANA3nC87OTTDJ
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAEojSlvYs0L
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了73Please respect copyright.PENANAPpabbBmlKV
抹著眼淚73Please respect copyright.PENANAStyQFEQkCR
搖著頭否認73Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZnhbgBCBF
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應73Please respect copyright.PENANAPk7be2qyUh
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎73Please respect copyright.PENANAV7gQvcc3rX
只不過在鍾天程面前73Please respect copyright.PENANA76vuBwMpMF
不適宜直接問他73Please respect copyright.PENANAg6yrMWBDCB
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「在這裡說的話73Please respect copyright.PENANAehBoKhWK0G
我是不會跟天程說的」73Please respect copyright.PENANAqT0DImes89
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題73Please respect copyright.PENANAyFgOiL4Ofk
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞73Please respect copyright.PENANAFBxjF6iIax
「你可以放心的告訴我73Please respect copyright.PENANAMUVy2LBH96
我有責任保障你的私隱73Please respect copyright.PENANACwjeV06zWj
就算他是我的兒子73Please respect copyright.PENANA2O8j4FTfDq
我也不可以告訴他73Please respect copyright.PENANAsiTb13j3og
這是我的專業操守」73Please respect copyright.PENANA3OdjUXIkbl
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李湘渝繼續低著頭73Please respect copyright.PENANAm1iAd1Wmn5
「對不起…」73Please respect copyright.PENANA2QsRU0UZ5E
為自己的撒謊而道歉73Please respect copyright.PENANA5QQIhpgmnQ
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「乖孩子73Please respect copyright.PENANAiOhYwFVLEB
不要怕去面對73Please respect copyright.PENANAYrbTcq4P3B
要坦誠接受自己的情緒73Please respect copyright.PENANAc70WDewT2S
知道嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANA9stgrdbTNm
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李湘渝沉默了一會73Please respect copyright.PENANATQTQYYRUNe
緩緩的說著73Please respect copyright.PENANAnUYmqh099n
「我…很怕…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAjnEy0aDstm
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「你在怕什麼?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAvcXHtI1rW2
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂73Please respect copyright.PENANAeTbtEsf31E
「不…不知道…73Please respect copyright.PENANAKN5Jdzm1yC
就是…很怕…」73Please respect copyright.PENANA9K0huvHVAB
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說73Please respect copyright.PENANAgXhuVr2quS
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「真的…很討厭自己…73Please respect copyright.PENANAFsJzlkZPwB
很麻煩…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAjBMhCZTKMK
李湘渝忍哭著說73Please respect copyright.PENANA2sbqDfdMXT
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來73Please respect copyright.PENANAoIcicXkd8Y
「我真的…73Please respect copyright.PENANALy06EXZ8JY
一點用處也沒有…73Please respect copyright.PENANAIBolIyxc5O
我是…一個負累…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAXWR4qJ3cLK
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來73Please respect copyright.PENANAQklsGyJcSY
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…73Please respect copyright.PENANAwxFgxd3sNV
我也想…拋棄這個想法…73Please respect copyright.PENANAiFvATtTiy8
可是…我…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAUtsy8pzATH
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽73Please respect copyright.PENANAbnajY656fL
「我…做不到…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAQTNqWguQs6
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白73Please respect copyright.PENANADRpxdlFvHS
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「我…真的…73Please respect copyright.PENANAIA6xZDCOTD
很累…了啊…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAWA0RdA10KF
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「可以告訴我嗎?73Please respect copyright.PENANApQZzGq4VYc
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAJz4yhThSg9
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李湘渝愣了一下73Please respect copyright.PENANAgbct5TSLui
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他73Please respect copyright.PENANAAAv772CRsH
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANALv817lzYzY
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「昨天…傷口很痛…73Please respect copyright.PENANA2C7sYtFf1G
痛了很久…73Please respect copyright.PENANAb73HYQTnzB
整個下午都在痛…73Please respect copyright.PENANASkEh9p7HHN
痛得…73Please respect copyright.PENANAEG6ppm1gn3
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAMkyPTNkn0Z
李湘渝慢慢的說出來73Please respect copyright.PENANAJJNPu6x9CO
哽咽著73Please respect copyright.PENANAMAPKsfpDxj
「我…真的…73Please respect copyright.PENANAeAWG50scyS
忍受不了…73Please respect copyright.PENANAEPN04IVbmp
不想再忍受下去了…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAGZXJk1e5Nr
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAyEYe2U8bTt
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「我在書枱上73Please respect copyright.PENANA7yzZXEO8Rq
隨便拿起了鐵尺73Please respect copyright.PENANA0wvCO4FQSm
便開始…弄痛自己…」73Please respect copyright.PENANATExhquQHkV
李湘渝回想著昨晚73Please respect copyright.PENANAnOagmUJwA7
那種痛好像又要開始了73Please respect copyright.PENANA9jWl3aU3Xl
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」73Please respect copyright.PENANANuLFPAsz07
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鍾媽媽坐近一點73Please respect copyright.PENANAAYIlywhlZs
「然後?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAVRk5gbmI1j
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「然後…又變得很痛…73Please respect copyright.PENANAh8TUgmjxHn
全身也在痛…73Please respect copyright.PENANAsKmeo4Gewz
很辛苦…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAEYPRWOmGHA
李湘渝握緊了拳頭73Please respect copyright.PENANAVeSdfFx1VF
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「嗯」73Please respect copyright.PENANAdyoeevJ9cf
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「我想…用鎅刀…73Please respect copyright.PENANA3kvC5bHwim
在手腕上…割一下…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAhJVc3o2WQD
李湘渝哭了出來73Please respect copyright.PENANAZeTMqJx1IZ
「那…我便…以後…73Please respect copyright.PENANAZIH4qxV7up
都不用再痛了…」73Please respect copyright.PENANASHfTPUdrxH
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜73Please respect copyright.PENANAfqfzBKXg8s
停頓一下73Please respect copyright.PENANAfHFM3qsFYA
再續問73Please respect copyright.PENANARHbsDzCpGx
「是發生了什麼事73Please respect copyright.PENANANTgwN5xhsu
讓你停下來嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAjRqnI0DgZ2
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…73Please respect copyright.PENANAHKTfbFT7cu
看到了…73Please respect copyright.PENANAfu6wPm62f9
師兄…寫給我的信…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAAVPAKSUL5Q
李湘渝激動的哭著73Please respect copyright.PENANACDkFUQSvsm
「是他…的…信…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAeCc0912trE
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛73Please respect copyright.PENANAKfxiCfBOya
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾73Please respect copyright.PENANALZUDzK7Jpe
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「你看到了天程給你的信73Please respect copyright.PENANAJIF1KoU7rd
然後便停了下來73Please respect copyright.PENANAEVDeQHzyIW
對嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAuzwPKoURgI
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李湘渝接過紙巾73Please respect copyright.PENANADrOOqOoP0m
點著頭73Please respect copyright.PENANAmJK5IdEDEQ
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?73Please respect copyright.PENANAJ57Vpw7AkZ
促使你停下來73Please respect copyright.PENANA82XDVsfNtI
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」73Please respect copyright.PENANAotAJ6aaqlA
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「我記得…73Please respect copyright.PENANAxC0chXIbQs
無論我怎樣放棄自己…73Please respect copyright.PENANAe0hvSqgmoL
他都會…在我的身邊…73Please respect copyright.PENANAzaAyRUsVEV
不會離棄我…」73Please respect copyright.PENANA34arPcAKgd
李湘渝痛哭著說73Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7b8Jug1GV
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…73Please respect copyright.PENANACwscmd1k9M
是他說…73Please respect copyright.PENANAonmLBmdOgU
明明知道了…看到了…73Please respect copyright.PENANAuVxMenRB31
不能什麼也不做…73Please respect copyright.PENANADMCxQdEKXr
便讓我回家去…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAAcOHVdpr4j
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩73Please respect copyright.PENANAG81yI75LZ5
感歎著愛情的力量73Please respect copyright.PENANAVkgJFATS7a
影響力實在很大73Please respect copyright.PENANA4rJ2VIAEur
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幸而鍾天程的愛73Please respect copyright.PENANA5OeYATpeSN
能夠承載著這個重擔73Please respect copyright.PENANAIBguYHw7vw
分擔著李湘渝的壓力73Please respect copyright.PENANAtA6NpseJiP
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡73Please respect copyright.PENANATuzGYl4ZOw
得到了很強的力量73Please respect copyright.PENANApj2k4LOoiz
有了寄託73Please respect copyright.PENANAlOvsd8Skgm
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要不然73Please respect copyright.PENANA6XzmSxhwlO
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前73Please respect copyright.PENANAGGftRVVV6s
已經離開了這個世界73Please respect copyright.PENANAWNWZnKbVae
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「我知道…如果那個時候…73Please respect copyright.PENANAVsqa11hwO5
他在我的旁邊的話…73Please respect copyright.PENANAXeMdAxUHfT
他會毫不猶豫的…73Please respect copyright.PENANAmEG2q21rou
抱著我…73Please respect copyright.PENANAryWRFnXVTC
不讓我傷害自己…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAXozcAHE5pS
李湘渝仍在痛哭著73Please respect copyright.PENANAqBZFf2NTl8
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊73Please respect copyright.PENANAirRk5E5JEc
握著他的手73Please respect copyright.PENANAtp8o3ZZULH
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「我還記得…73Please respect copyright.PENANAUSmw0DeAJE
在天台那時…73Please respect copyright.PENANA34HJoLoud5
他…73Please respect copyright.PENANAiYYRdWT2jQ
他……」73Please respect copyright.PENANAYExUkQgtv5
李湘渝泣不成聲73Please respect copyright.PENANA527OiSDB5o
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程73Please respect copyright.PENANADavc8L4mjD
不斷的哭著73Please respect copyright.PENANAh8r4uIleva
哭得難以呼吸73Please respect copyright.PENANA7zcXiLh4jc
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛73Please respect copyright.PENANAkiiqNZm6hj
輕掃著他的背73Please respect copyright.PENANArvQqW8F283
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一會73Please respect copyright.PENANA3WkgNmOhYE
待李湘渝情緒平伏後73Please respect copyright.PENANAa5kJnuTiTE
鍾媽媽溫柔的說73Please respect copyright.PENANA23j43tI8nf
「謝謝你對我誠實73Please respect copyright.PENANAfFbZQB8gFE
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」73Please respect copyright.PENANAYOco9xY3dF
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李湘渝低著頭73Please respect copyright.PENANAuTSYQZ0IRd
擦著眼睛73Please respect copyright.PENANAgGADLTkgWX
「不…我…73Please respect copyright.PENANANYuMAaiWmy
很沒用…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAOsuU4AciB9
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「湘渝73Please respect copyright.PENANApdSvI3KFeT
你真的很勇敢73Please respect copyright.PENANAGxdbA05ngb
而且73Please respect copyright.PENANAmzrF3yoBQg
你也有很堅強的信念73Please respect copyright.PENANA2UQA9CHuxR
只是一時有點迷失73Please respect copyright.PENANA1Plg6LcmB1
加上幻覺痛73Please respect copyright.PENANAWG6omU7mme
令你軟弱了」73Please respect copyright.PENANAqbskqs77ip
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭73Please respect copyright.PENANAnwjjy9We1e
「我非常欣賞你的堅強73Please respect copyright.PENANA345uv4kkvQ
因為這是真的不容易啊」73Please respect copyright.PENANAp9hupoTrn3
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣73Please respect copyright.PENANALBOhg9JLF4
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「這件事73Please respect copyright.PENANAzY4ZLvlyJw
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