第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢169Please respect copyright.PENANAxjBiXwY8py
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記169Please respect copyright.PENANAvzWTX7Iqbc
發現李湘渝這幾個月來169Please respect copyright.PENANA2fnOzN1kIX
都過度積極的控制情緒169Please respect copyright.PENANAfMy3STCvhi
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少169Please respect copyright.PENANA7vH7hvc8Bw
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂169Please respect copyright.PENANA8NbdCUlYXV
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」169Please respect copyright.PENANA7aYMUPTtTo
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「每天都有…」169Please respect copyright.PENANACedttVvP3F
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「比起剛出院169Please respect copyright.PENANAfGqaDL2KIb
或上個月169Please respect copyright.PENANA1AglIcpKm5
有好轉嗎?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAGy9EMkx1HZ
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「好像…差不多…」169Please respect copyright.PENANA7MYAXXyFbf
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「十級的話169Please respect copyright.PENANAsJMbIJUMt7
有多少級痛?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAlxMFVpdiJf
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右169Please respect copyright.PENANAShLTxJR0aJ
試過幾次真的很痛…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAQ68KshXuLc
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容169Please respect copyright.PENANAYEt81wCBRf
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神169Please respect copyright.PENANAgL1vqx1WtO
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「已持續兩個月了169Please respect copyright.PENANAwkGD4IC9XT
是吧?」169Please respect copyright.PENANA3ljN5t0p8w
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「嗯…」169Please respect copyright.PENANACbCtA1wYK3
李湘渝點點頭169Please respect copyright.PENANA2Gb9iMiQat
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小時候的事169Please respect copyright.PENANAsqbQbBc2YB
實在記得太清楚169Please respect copyright.PENANAsq90LlkVwD
印象太深刻169Please respect copyright.PENANAGXleHoYocf
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候169Please respect copyright.PENANAPwdzOQOJrS
彷彿提醒著自己169Please respect copyright.PENANAp3Ir0Xe2qZ
不斷的重溫事發經過169Please respect copyright.PENANA4dCglaMIQt
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇169Please respect copyright.PENANAGFw77iCY45
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態169Please respect copyright.PENANA4yf4Hd8l1E
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來169Please respect copyright.PENANAaLFyC3Mkc4
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著169Please respect copyright.PENANAu5IjKjO1HN
自從幻聽出現後的日記169Please respect copyright.PENANAngGiH7XIwb
看得出李湘渝心裡169Please respect copyright.PENANAljjcYZiuZU
是極度的恐慌169Please respect copyright.PENANAMSFrv4USqR
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從字裡行間裡169Please respect copyright.PENANAZGLyHqjknC
李湘渝透露出的是169Please respect copyright.PENANAGArwpmwE9w
逃避現實169Please respect copyright.PENANAwXdfl9bysp
置之不理169Please respect copyright.PENANAl6ZSMQWIDr
過份抑壓情緒169Please respect copyright.PENANALfJQhRjzKM
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「湘渝169Please respect copyright.PENANAMzO18tSEfT
欺騙誰也可以169Please respect copyright.PENANAgFMUTuawt5
但就是不能欺騙自己169Please respect copyright.PENANAyVJ7NmhGIr
要對自己誠實」169Please respect copyright.PENANA6oarTR3plH
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「嗯…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAL53WgTcd1a
李湘渝低著頭169Please respect copyright.PENANARl2Hfd2uaH
點了一下頭169Please respect copyright.PENANAzzpmin0ltg
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?169Please respect copyright.PENANADfiWdLZKLa
在逃避嗎?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAgzjeDnsEMz
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李湘渝沉默著169Please respect copyright.PENANAocvhq9BUIq
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情169Please respect copyright.PENANAg16iIqYti1
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李湘渝思考了一會169Please respect copyright.PENANA7HEF48zwOb
點了點頭169Please respect copyright.PENANApqAfBFfZe1
「嗯…」169Please respect copyright.PENANA8XrkLX5Mw0
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「有什麼原因169Please respect copyright.PENANAK2GJSkvUWh
令你想逃避?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAOzlDxIRfWi
鍾媽媽溫柔的說169Please respect copyright.PENANAtURHzCPw0r
「或者169Please respect copyright.PENANAlMh3DB8Z1R
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAV4lvIyxPl4
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李湘渝低著頭169Please respect copyright.PENANAfhVokfkXOE
手按在昨天傷口的位置上169Please respect copyright.PENANAGfgY63Wfjv
「我…」169Please respect copyright.PENANATjnR6JIX35
突然低壓情緒湧了上來169Please respect copyright.PENANAmGE11E6IrM
「很…169Please respect copyright.PENANAy1pYx1JaLj
累了…」169Please respect copyright.PENANA4B4WeDMsyq
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「所以昨天169Please respect copyright.PENANAJl61B6Ay0N
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAKb6NRLkKN5
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李湘渝點了點頭169Please respect copyright.PENANA38OPcK2bKd
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAL6Zb07quv4
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了169Please respect copyright.PENANAixMQUQDjZe
抹著眼淚169Please respect copyright.PENANAOfWyhZ7Ky4
搖著頭否認169Please respect copyright.PENANAKMvfz4FAkn
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應169Please respect copyright.PENANAcD1efQPYhW
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎169Please respect copyright.PENANAVubypRkhJX
只不過在鍾天程面前169Please respect copyright.PENANATUzBwy5APq
不適宜直接問他169Please respect copyright.PENANAmNffUuZgFc
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「在這裡說的話169Please respect copyright.PENANAEia8AMIWt7
我是不會跟天程說的」169Please respect copyright.PENANANXCE01Ajnh
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題169Please respect copyright.PENANAg1pUAo86tL
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞169Please respect copyright.PENANAGejtoS6XzR
「你可以放心的告訴我169Please respect copyright.PENANANNrFLOawa4
我有責任保障你的私隱169Please respect copyright.PENANAskZ2NCqdVL
就算他是我的兒子169Please respect copyright.PENANAUKYENUIqcX
我也不可以告訴他169Please respect copyright.PENANAyZB6V2tYBA
這是我的專業操守」169Please respect copyright.PENANAKm5dWh4bBd
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李湘渝繼續低著頭169Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q9gMMmbmn
「對不起…」169Please respect copyright.PENANA6D1uYLitOh
為自己的撒謊而道歉169Please respect copyright.PENANAdP8APrFCYh
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「乖孩子169Please respect copyright.PENANAmeqF1xxmlc
不要怕去面對169Please respect copyright.PENANAny5xTa1dQB
要坦誠接受自己的情緒169Please respect copyright.PENANA7J7xQWWTOm
知道嗎?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAr9Gn0Z7WZJ
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李湘渝沉默了一會169Please respect copyright.PENANAa8hJN3j0sO
緩緩的說著169Please respect copyright.PENANAKaEUyj5YAw
「我…很怕…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAJxmishEHu1
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「你在怕什麼?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAfjtJrKsa2y
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂169Please respect copyright.PENANA6jvqo7vL0T
「不…不知道…169Please respect copyright.PENANAQCwXWpo0Tq
就是…很怕…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAULvoERKBR3
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說169Please respect copyright.PENANAJcLW4hoWJS
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「真的…很討厭自己…169Please respect copyright.PENANAWolaIZf8Dg
很麻煩…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAYUOCKmTnJV
李湘渝忍哭著說169Please respect copyright.PENANAbIpmFR59e0
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來169Please respect copyright.PENANAfjoe88EZy2
「我真的…169Please respect copyright.PENANA3wl6HZUxoW
一點用處也沒有…169Please respect copyright.PENANApoSJQy4yS8
我是…一個負累…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAcArkVnLdrR
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來169Please respect copyright.PENANAmf61aL9NYl
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…169Please respect copyright.PENANA6e4fEQzDis
我也想…拋棄這個想法…169Please respect copyright.PENANAGpargTN9Yx
可是…我…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAQdstUxYw9n
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽169Please respect copyright.PENANAvtovKmWhnE
「我…做不到…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAJozJtrMN2C
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白169Please respect copyright.PENANAqcIXhjrH9M
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「我…真的…169Please respect copyright.PENANAfNMaKtBU03
很累…了啊…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAEGnFFVW1Xp
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「可以告訴我嗎?169Please respect copyright.PENANAE6ba1JeOa6
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAsp39Th504G
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李湘渝愣了一下169Please respect copyright.PENANAjLK9WJ2vv5
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他169Please respect copyright.PENANATIWOIRzZzE
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」169Please respect copyright.PENANA1vAqEVCgmE
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「昨天…傷口很痛…169Please respect copyright.PENANAxSj2JJqo93
痛了很久…169Please respect copyright.PENANAHSSv60iBLg
整個下午都在痛…169Please respect copyright.PENANAt53oNicHyz
痛得…169Please respect copyright.PENANAxYVwv3NfGn
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAjeOWGmDq9i
李湘渝慢慢的說出來169Please respect copyright.PENANA5GhAQqrXq4
哽咽著169Please respect copyright.PENANAiBOOQYGjn2
「我…真的…169Please respect copyright.PENANARcYS1YeZSS
忍受不了…169Please respect copyright.PENANAL48G1aECnC
不想再忍受下去了…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAacyTx6zaKi
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAj7aHuYVmth
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「我在書枱上169Please respect copyright.PENANAnOsaimglh2
隨便拿起了鐵尺169Please respect copyright.PENANA9xRjqRNxPk
便開始…弄痛自己…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAdXxwQktadU
李湘渝回想著昨晚169Please respect copyright.PENANAYpOqMbVDvO
那種痛好像又要開始了169Please respect copyright.PENANAJhyFoW49j8
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAvah1fqlxAd
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鍾媽媽坐近一點169Please respect copyright.PENANAKBLd8dD2u0
「然後?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAfdHn6qGscK
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「然後…又變得很痛…169Please respect copyright.PENANAdXXe7OGLUn
全身也在痛…169Please respect copyright.PENANA5UmHQYWMCQ
很辛苦…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAIK0zbjPA69
李湘渝握緊了拳頭169Please respect copyright.PENANAzoIxWmz75t
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「嗯」169Please respect copyright.PENANAhMlzRIWWx7
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「我想…用鎅刀…169Please respect copyright.PENANAJuzfaQ09s5
在手腕上…割一下…」169Please respect copyright.PENANABLTE2fzpfY
李湘渝哭了出來169Please respect copyright.PENANA1hXNOKd9Po
「那…我便…以後…169Please respect copyright.PENANAmFEl4TD0o2
都不用再痛了…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAFcz5l4iIm4
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜169Please respect copyright.PENANAyTFvlL7LXr
停頓一下169Please respect copyright.PENANAsXyj8BP0z9
再續問169Please respect copyright.PENANA5jmi8mZCoa
「是發生了什麼事169Please respect copyright.PENANAluFqfqssKq
讓你停下來嗎?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAcrS1VO9CpI
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…169Please respect copyright.PENANAuVhzqo2Ra6
看到了…169Please respect copyright.PENANAwwNnzFZI2D
師兄…寫給我的信…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAViS2knI9mf
李湘渝激動的哭著169Please respect copyright.PENANA2sxrhZnlBu
「是他…的…信…」169Please respect copyright.PENANAXeRVAxAVWG
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛169Please respect copyright.PENANA8coUM7hfn5
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾169Please respect copyright.PENANA3rlRmumJpg
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「你看到了天程給你的信169Please respect copyright.PENANAEIyijcF2wR
然後便停了下來169Please respect copyright.PENANARUZ1mZj2xt
對嗎?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAa3NK1nhQLE
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李湘渝接過紙巾169Please respect copyright.PENANAZg90hnJiZm
點著頭169Please respect copyright.PENANAvKcADOy72q
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?169Please respect copyright.PENANA0w0wjJMC4r
促使你停下來169Please respect copyright.PENANA0FRNkT1Fqo
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」169Please respect copyright.PENANAvbkS7QTXHB
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「我記得…169Please respect copyright.PENANAZVRzF0VkaF
無論我怎樣放棄自己…169Please respect copyright.PENANAg19OE0wW2K
他都會…在我的身邊…169Please respect copyright.PENANAxdtHSHqWqm
不會離棄我…」169Please respect copyright.PENANA1wUOjaEU66
李湘渝痛哭著說169Please respect copyright.PENANAFo58z7sIP8
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…169Please respect copyright.PENANAVgF5WQQuzQ
是他說…169Please respect copyright.PENANAeyoEVUDDjC
明明知道了…看到了…169Please respect copyright.PENANA1JWlOBVTeY
不能什麼也不做…169Please respect copyright.PENANAj3VgtbUOxj
便讓我回家去…」169Please respect copyright.PENANARzHzqIAVCl
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩169Please respect copyright.PENANAHefoeER8MH
感歎著愛情的力量169Please respect copyright.PENANApaOobEhZKX
影響力實在很大169Please respect copyright.PENANAYy1YugN5fk
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幸而鍾天程的愛169Please respect copyright.PENANAGSZr3dhtpD
能夠承載著這個重擔169Please respect copyright.PENANAo8mA4aado9
分擔著李湘渝的壓力169Please respect copyright.PENANA6uBogFmUDG
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡169Please respect copyright.PENANAzytSypiS9r
得到了很強的力量169Please respect copyright.PENANAQj3BjNOTj2
有了寄託169Please respect copyright.PENANA3AvvatnHW2
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要不然169Please respect copyright.PENANAScozcWXUYE
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前169Please respect copyright.PENANATVQTraMifS
已經離開了這個世界169Please respect copyright.PENANAwEgXo7nb5E
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「我知道…如果那個時候…169Please respect copyright.PENANA8T9tJ0HGDn
他在我的旁邊的話…169Please respect copyright.PENANALs1Rpm9qMP
他會毫不猶豫的…169Please respect copyright.PENANAr7VZ8XKB6q
抱著我…169Please respect copyright.PENANAguLiqAxg7U
不讓我傷害自己…」169Please respect copyright.PENANA3k7sDbNCSL
李湘渝仍在痛哭著169Please respect copyright.PENANAnqMHaVd6Yw
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊169Please respect copyright.PENANA9KEdZ7nmNV
握著他的手169Please respect copyright.PENANAYBSlvLpyDo
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「我還記得…169Please respect copyright.PENANAGVINBdctCW
在天台那時…169Please respect copyright.PENANAJQ1ZFPd8eW
他…169Please respect copyright.PENANAfMhV6NL7Jc
他……」169Please respect copyright.PENANAR9BtfY3xkr
李湘渝泣不成聲169Please respect copyright.PENANAJDv6h1t1y7
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程169Please respect copyright.PENANAc5fhjpKDyg
不斷的哭著169Please respect copyright.PENANA9C0px7zsnF
哭得難以呼吸169Please respect copyright.PENANAbWRN3jO7se
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛169Please respect copyright.PENANA1DdM9wz35p
輕掃著他的背169Please respect copyright.PENANAe64TJ7YQHD
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一會169Please respect copyright.PENANAsu8fTQsl0E
待李湘渝情緒平伏後169Please respect copyright.PENANAGWK8ndA1sF
鍾媽媽溫柔的說169Please respect copyright.PENANA6l993dTb3n
「謝謝你對我誠實169Please respect copyright.PENANAqAXbNbLnXo
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」169Please respect copyright.PENANAlWgYVo96RF
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李湘渝低著頭169Please respect copyright.PENANAZPniBHOD8I
擦著眼睛169Please respect copyright.PENANADbman8gZhR
「不…我…169Please respect copyright.PENANAgMb9DU7BjQ
很沒用…」169Please respect copyright.PENANARVhtOUgBe2
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「湘渝169Please respect copyright.PENANASVEnuTwQC3
你真的很勇敢169Please respect copyright.PENANATkkFiq6w4Q
而且169Please respect copyright.PENANAH5a9BLpDcH
你也有很堅強的信念169Please respect copyright.PENANAPfM0wUsFUb
只是一時有點迷失169Please respect copyright.PENANAVg67HsIwJC
加上幻覺痛169Please respect copyright.PENANAB42pPOTHl0
令你軟弱了」169Please respect copyright.PENANAhXjU7Z6S63
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭169Please respect copyright.PENANAPuswR7IozG
「我非常欣賞你的堅強169Please respect copyright.PENANA18RyAl8HFB
因為這是真的不容易啊」169Please respect copyright.PENANAgZjpSiDdYq
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣169Please respect copyright.PENANARHAfgQ3Oa4
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