第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢183Please respect copyright.PENANAhilVM56HrV
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記183Please respect copyright.PENANAZV1G1EaEoB
發現李湘渝這幾個月來183Please respect copyright.PENANALh98PrPqZe
都過度積極的控制情緒183Please respect copyright.PENANAq0mSETpNJf
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少183Please respect copyright.PENANAEE1c1ymy2i
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂183Please respect copyright.PENANA5GJpP4tupK
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAPTZlUpW8qh
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「每天都有…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAq1vflGnWxZ
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「比起剛出院183Please respect copyright.PENANA1U8OIyGbhj
或上個月183Please respect copyright.PENANAau65ylg6gN
有好轉嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANArRVjtouc5L
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「好像…差不多…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAbgUXh7gzzp
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「十級的話183Please respect copyright.PENANApY41pnsSJd
有多少級痛?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAFql4GL8xFV
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右183Please respect copyright.PENANAKBmcomirvL
試過幾次真的很痛…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAy8bH6ZzTYK
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容183Please respect copyright.PENANASU7IvYOQmv
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神183Please respect copyright.PENANAtMF66fbeSx
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「已持續兩個月了183Please respect copyright.PENANA3au7zNnOV6
是吧?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAravJHORZli
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「嗯…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAAF7QrrR6lo
李湘渝點點頭183Please respect copyright.PENANAXDesgkw41H
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小時候的事183Please respect copyright.PENANAqUq6IQc3DH
實在記得太清楚183Please respect copyright.PENANAUPRaaVMJNQ
印象太深刻183Please respect copyright.PENANAIfbPSlj8Nt
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候183Please respect copyright.PENANAVUSMc2il5P
彷彿提醒著自己183Please respect copyright.PENANAba1uwmlqtd
不斷的重溫事發經過183Please respect copyright.PENANAWS4DV9u7lo
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇183Please respect copyright.PENANAWZGv54Yv2u
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態183Please respect copyright.PENANAxVOdQISBkt
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來183Please respect copyright.PENANAMnJXs0VQep
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著183Please respect copyright.PENANAYCVz28gZCq
自從幻聽出現後的日記183Please respect copyright.PENANAomMWGp7ECD
看得出李湘渝心裡183Please respect copyright.PENANA0TeybW6Qr8
是極度的恐慌183Please respect copyright.PENANAzfEr8JREut
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從字裡行間裡183Please respect copyright.PENANAKsI6BeisuT
李湘渝透露出的是183Please respect copyright.PENANAlfwB04iZNU
逃避現實183Please respect copyright.PENANABkg01nmHV8
置之不理183Please respect copyright.PENANAbrab0umXrH
過份抑壓情緒183Please respect copyright.PENANA2YqWCidX8Z
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「湘渝183Please respect copyright.PENANAWp0es0xrKk
欺騙誰也可以183Please respect copyright.PENANA4StPTZlA3Z
但就是不能欺騙自己183Please respect copyright.PENANAQkEYZqU7Ou
要對自己誠實」183Please respect copyright.PENANA1goSw6Yznf
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「嗯…」183Please respect copyright.PENANA12ufEGQU9D
李湘渝低著頭183Please respect copyright.PENANA9SAGIiHCVM
點了一下頭183Please respect copyright.PENANAGWQQMf4ioU
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?183Please respect copyright.PENANAaB5mhiGwSp
在逃避嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAK5iAKLTell
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李湘渝沉默著183Please respect copyright.PENANAny5ZP211Ds
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情183Please respect copyright.PENANAI5E5ajqEPz
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李湘渝思考了一會183Please respect copyright.PENANAjVYcihVCer
點了點頭183Please respect copyright.PENANAU0qmzCVaK4
「嗯…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAa43OmYuNqT
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「有什麼原因183Please respect copyright.PENANAFKi2sxNCav
令你想逃避?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAjbwD1ifTII
鍾媽媽溫柔的說183Please respect copyright.PENANAREm17lTY4s
「或者183Please respect copyright.PENANAa5XWURZaFV
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAJsjGFHlip5
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李湘渝低著頭183Please respect copyright.PENANAlnv33shCiX
手按在昨天傷口的位置上183Please respect copyright.PENANAKQgiXTcZ0U
「我…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAbMDD0tnZhx
突然低壓情緒湧了上來183Please respect copyright.PENANAvt7H53Z4NE
「很…183Please respect copyright.PENANArkW0PaeSUZ
累了…」183Please respect copyright.PENANA5gKjjB6qSC
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「所以昨天183Please respect copyright.PENANAYLXC1wu8oQ
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAFZoOHP2TY8
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李湘渝點了點頭183Please respect copyright.PENANA7aVaMRzkgu
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAW8EkcHrAay
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了183Please respect copyright.PENANANdu3HNi57K
抹著眼淚183Please respect copyright.PENANAUKHbISAuej
搖著頭否認183Please respect copyright.PENANAXoZaDrTski
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應183Please respect copyright.PENANAnNFg1P3Vyj
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎183Please respect copyright.PENANAExvp2cDmPC
只不過在鍾天程面前183Please respect copyright.PENANASiPst7ealG
不適宜直接問他183Please respect copyright.PENANAfuQQYNrWZW
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「在這裡說的話183Please respect copyright.PENANAMwXfKeArV4
我是不會跟天程說的」183Please respect copyright.PENANAbQnZsQud2u
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題183Please respect copyright.PENANAcqWyTsJCew
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞183Please respect copyright.PENANAJq0u1hqduJ
「你可以放心的告訴我183Please respect copyright.PENANAqHqtsQ8XtT
我有責任保障你的私隱183Please respect copyright.PENANAWlGFqL5y74
就算他是我的兒子183Please respect copyright.PENANAgkxAtfR69N
我也不可以告訴他183Please respect copyright.PENANAqHgAb9uN3W
這是我的專業操守」183Please respect copyright.PENANAW4jeZQ17m8
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李湘渝繼續低著頭183Please respect copyright.PENANAJzvRUM1W1X
「對不起…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAUPrkWCSodv
為自己的撒謊而道歉183Please respect copyright.PENANA4EK4mYalUr
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「乖孩子183Please respect copyright.PENANA8h6D4qcGgr
不要怕去面對183Please respect copyright.PENANA6iW9EmmyTj
要坦誠接受自己的情緒183Please respect copyright.PENANAJBS7YjABnr
知道嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAUDnt7inQNs
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李湘渝沉默了一會183Please respect copyright.PENANAcNn8VjI89i
緩緩的說著183Please respect copyright.PENANAg2reThVCHG
「我…很怕…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAoQQgPQHLDu
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「你在怕什麼?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAnuIyn7Nani
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂183Please respect copyright.PENANAZ47yIwGaHh
「不…不知道…183Please respect copyright.PENANAY3g1JP1ihu
就是…很怕…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAIwZA9sfntF
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說183Please respect copyright.PENANAcwiwf7riSy
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「真的…很討厭自己…183Please respect copyright.PENANAe6nvEtg1go
很麻煩…」183Please respect copyright.PENANATbiZQEOVXf
李湘渝忍哭著說183Please respect copyright.PENANAgJZn4F31oo
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來183Please respect copyright.PENANADZBbIToPY6
「我真的…183Please respect copyright.PENANAHVLZQ0V4rn
一點用處也沒有…183Please respect copyright.PENANAjvOxCu99BI
我是…一個負累…」183Please respect copyright.PENANADk0JE3Jxqn
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來183Please respect copyright.PENANALOgQVEnCZK
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…183Please respect copyright.PENANAsKlFsYLgST
我也想…拋棄這個想法…183Please respect copyright.PENANA1K0eD6wyvS
可是…我…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAadJdxHgCAs
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽183Please respect copyright.PENANAKCzAzI7Shy
「我…做不到…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAHpEsWtTvy7
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白183Please respect copyright.PENANAf62lSxGGfL
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「我…真的…183Please respect copyright.PENANAbdfgMYVNxt
很累…了啊…」183Please respect copyright.PENANA0tm8g7i92G
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「可以告訴我嗎?183Please respect copyright.PENANAAsk8ff4stN
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAh7fsIpPiPR
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李湘渝愣了一下183Please respect copyright.PENANA52hIFSmZCz
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他183Please respect copyright.PENANAgxPmGPnvWJ
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAJu3PRJILFX
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「昨天…傷口很痛…183Please respect copyright.PENANAtFYYen3O2Z
痛了很久…183Please respect copyright.PENANAoywPpTj7d7
整個下午都在痛…183Please respect copyright.PENANAgGCtpqOLhh
痛得…183Please respect copyright.PENANAzB1fVrBTXb
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」183Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ec9W0UpmR
李湘渝慢慢的說出來183Please respect copyright.PENANAMiV4T9GFCf
哽咽著183Please respect copyright.PENANA0PKdnohxyt
「我…真的…183Please respect copyright.PENANARjyaIhJksg
忍受不了…183Please respect copyright.PENANAWOYlW49kF3
不想再忍受下去了…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAhKc64yx4BH
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」183Please respect copyright.PENANALJ4B010Adm
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「我在書枱上183Please respect copyright.PENANAz3Vw4vLDdr
隨便拿起了鐵尺183Please respect copyright.PENANATumBmM1PcT
便開始…弄痛自己…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2N4jl2lpY
李湘渝回想著昨晚183Please respect copyright.PENANAN6eoVebGle
那種痛好像又要開始了183Please respect copyright.PENANAgHmrKag909
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAA4nj8z3AXb
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鍾媽媽坐近一點183Please respect copyright.PENANAtcGTPD1NIm
「然後?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAGoXyHZ3QFS
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「然後…又變得很痛…183Please respect copyright.PENANAj9Yg7aUyfG
全身也在痛…183Please respect copyright.PENANASPwB5Zr2s2
很辛苦…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAI5OE0larDA
李湘渝握緊了拳頭183Please respect copyright.PENANAC6RFFDVDrt
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「嗯」183Please respect copyright.PENANAtiJ7xkQ9NL
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「我想…用鎅刀…183Please respect copyright.PENANAY2vgZ8XrTd
在手腕上…割一下…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAOBFk1AVntx
李湘渝哭了出來183Please respect copyright.PENANACmFVvgWrO8
「那…我便…以後…183Please respect copyright.PENANA8szylWKwIo
都不用再痛了…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAVDEFw0L4tq
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜183Please respect copyright.PENANAb5hSiNWnuJ
停頓一下183Please respect copyright.PENANA1kNuV3gQUI
再續問183Please respect copyright.PENANAfACJx8bpv0
「是發生了什麼事183Please respect copyright.PENANAp2xS0nWAaV
讓你停下來嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAgDzPUQmhjq
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…183Please respect copyright.PENANAeAffUxNvKc
看到了…183Please respect copyright.PENANAHuGEGKkXHc
師兄…寫給我的信…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAL9fYu8U0Bx
李湘渝激動的哭著183Please respect copyright.PENANA1mHMI7yj49
「是他…的…信…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAI6DEyDWjzK
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛183Please respect copyright.PENANAXbhSTAt3nq
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾183Please respect copyright.PENANAYlQUaqJ1KN
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「你看到了天程給你的信183Please respect copyright.PENANAVWlI7gEoun
然後便停了下來183Please respect copyright.PENANAQx3yxHC30T
對嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAvUXAQwMCPq
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李湘渝接過紙巾183Please respect copyright.PENANANTC8c7jrsW
點著頭183Please respect copyright.PENANAHMjBgOhh5w
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?183Please respect copyright.PENANAlTOGbL0u4W
促使你停下來183Please respect copyright.PENANAMpXGpmKnPf
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」183Please respect copyright.PENANAGDM0fP7lMv
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「我記得…183Please respect copyright.PENANAck69h4y5dA
無論我怎樣放棄自己…183Please respect copyright.PENANAaaGuSggRhM
他都會…在我的身邊…183Please respect copyright.PENANA0ey4xBi4Ej
不會離棄我…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAQT5s7tHl8u
李湘渝痛哭著說183Please respect copyright.PENANAvPGo84RhLX
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…183Please respect copyright.PENANA0Lox3wiKxD
是他說…183Please respect copyright.PENANAbhFSRFgpeL
明明知道了…看到了…183Please respect copyright.PENANAgOssZ9qYDx
不能什麼也不做…183Please respect copyright.PENANAmlEto6Pve1
便讓我回家去…」183Please respect copyright.PENANA4rFG4SBbwl
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩183Please respect copyright.PENANAixJN4bYolq
感歎著愛情的力量183Please respect copyright.PENANAq08JxJq5FZ
影響力實在很大183Please respect copyright.PENANAgdVDZFMUei
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幸而鍾天程的愛183Please respect copyright.PENANAN2GxUXQ90Y
能夠承載著這個重擔183Please respect copyright.PENANAYeC8mZsnaQ
分擔著李湘渝的壓力183Please respect copyright.PENANAR4L0wpgQxU
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡183Please respect copyright.PENANAvjBfNVpBFo
得到了很強的力量183Please respect copyright.PENANAvUVx0bGsi9
有了寄託183Please respect copyright.PENANARMhBdh6n9m
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要不然183Please respect copyright.PENANADFzGRSFTwr
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前183Please respect copyright.PENANAwlIdN9oUuR
已經離開了這個世界183Please respect copyright.PENANAPJDfHSEKhS
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「我知道…如果那個時候…183Please respect copyright.PENANA8yYjITQ2nw
他在我的旁邊的話…183Please respect copyright.PENANAX3hwzJESp8
他會毫不猶豫的…183Please respect copyright.PENANAB0X3HgidZY
抱著我…183Please respect copyright.PENANARSX3aBEZVz
不讓我傷害自己…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAGXu5gTsMpk
李湘渝仍在痛哭著183Please respect copyright.PENANA3oJuuAGlKb
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊183Please respect copyright.PENANAnjzYQkLZ5X
握著他的手183Please respect copyright.PENANAFGsEA70Hfm
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「我還記得…183Please respect copyright.PENANAW4zDz0h2zl
在天台那時…183Please respect copyright.PENANAbbEKBWBMmD
他…183Please respect copyright.PENANASxCW56h1xd
他……」183Please respect copyright.PENANAUIXXPfunTt
李湘渝泣不成聲183Please respect copyright.PENANAg7OQtZbsvb
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程183Please respect copyright.PENANANgZiO7MRgp
不斷的哭著183Please respect copyright.PENANAjbgKpmavUl
哭得難以呼吸183Please respect copyright.PENANA8K1XrzMCG0
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛183Please respect copyright.PENANAD3IJNcMMW8
輕掃著他的背183Please respect copyright.PENANA9vRydeY4fr
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一會183Please respect copyright.PENANAOuNtea5VyH
待李湘渝情緒平伏後183Please respect copyright.PENANAcr7qa5oSZO
鍾媽媽溫柔的說183Please respect copyright.PENANAHlAgFetXnC
「謝謝你對我誠實183Please respect copyright.PENANAr15eaduSpF
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」183Please respect copyright.PENANAGYTrtx0YGZ
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李湘渝低著頭183Please respect copyright.PENANA96UCSeslbo
擦著眼睛183Please respect copyright.PENANAAziCENAUQq
「不…我…183Please respect copyright.PENANAGaZ74sj2RY
很沒用…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAYuVO3RCubs
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「湘渝183Please respect copyright.PENANACTRX41pS8P
你真的很勇敢183Please respect copyright.PENANA2lteyhhtLD
而且183Please respect copyright.PENANAeiHuNfPKnb
你也有很堅強的信念183Please respect copyright.PENANANplvyz2QLy
只是一時有點迷失183Please respect copyright.PENANAU3tXKo4w9y
加上幻覺痛183Please respect copyright.PENANAouJ1toi9uB
令你軟弱了」183Please respect copyright.PENANAkgJmGgztLG
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭183Please respect copyright.PENANA2flnMXDc2A
「我非常欣賞你的堅強183Please respect copyright.PENANAKdZBpJhmka
因為這是真的不容易啊」183Please respect copyright.PENANALlKX2ozZJp
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣183Please respect copyright.PENANAbshjuxI9fM
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「這件事183Please respect copyright.PENANAwKyKh4k4Zo
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