I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but749Please respect copyright.PENANAgADOqjD0ss
then left it with I’m fine.749Please respect copyright.PENANAFOsc1Fmho3
I’ve got a lot on my mind.749Please respect copyright.PENANAvsmacLhXBy
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure749Please respect copyright.PENANAtzAPwjXfpN
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts749Please respect copyright.PENANASvrLZ0q7Qo
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all749Please respect copyright.PENANApzbQVgCvJ2
to make them stop.749Please respect copyright.PENANApchMfH5lcw
She crushed my heart.749Please respect copyright.PENANAxGvYNJv5Z8
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because749Please respect copyright.PENANANeRHHTDtZy
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t749Please respect copyright.PENANA34pfzGdcNa
exist; what did I do to deserve this?749Please respect copyright.PENANAHxl6C79Dxq
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even749Please respect copyright.PENANABzY4mpUjDb
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things749Please respect copyright.PENANA4zULGpEiVJ
and this is payback.749Please respect copyright.PENANAT44JZhvuUw
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything749Please respect copyright.PENANAUGI56wxf9F
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because749Please respect copyright.PENANAuexjwDlcQz
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say749Please respect copyright.PENANAjd0GbVXtuw
the awful things that are racing through my mind,749Please respect copyright.PENANAmsT9b8elbr
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want749Please respect copyright.PENANAKD0qND93De
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise749Please respect copyright.PENANAPGUKkALCet
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know749Please respect copyright.PENANA0qvaLLe6aQ
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.749Please respect copyright.PENANA7YHjMNx4lc
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable749Please respect copyright.PENANAlh1PG87iON
of falling for someone who might fall for me.749Please respect copyright.PENANAlAkCN9KMt5
I have this habit of loving those that have749Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ8q1e4rZs
no interest in me.749Please respect copyright.PENANAL4HYgKU3QE
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding749Please respect copyright.PENANAMW3r7DWZTM
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep749Please respect copyright.PENANAgK1r41zBkS
after cutting so deep.749Please respect copyright.PENANAYUKX5wugOh
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but749Please respect copyright.PENANAbhui3Bcql8
what happens when that chick starts to make749Please respect copyright.PENANACLXe4p7XX0
all the rules?749Please respect copyright.PENANA09V3738rcN
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place749Please respect copyright.PENANADVaxYdFN8D
in her life, in her world?749Please respect copyright.PENANAqTsi3RnFwW
I just thought if we met face-to-face749Please respect copyright.PENANAACwJdZGBt7
things would change because then I could give her749Please respect copyright.PENANAf3VBobfRUp
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed749Please respect copyright.PENANA23mH26JD8B
and I’d finally be enough…749Please respect copyright.PENANASBhVgLpAsJ
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else749Please respect copyright.PENANA6e5yTMrv5r
or sending me another message,749Please respect copyright.PENANAeTVDNQmv2q
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing749Please respect copyright.PENANAPpBZ8KU9IA
the better option.749Please respect copyright.PENANAs4dQKQ3mBA