I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGTk9XkTxG
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZDbokMtQC
I sit around wishing you well183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfh8d4u4O7
How I'm craving you183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5bjLl2kRn
Every time I'm near you183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0wOG682Di
I always wanna swallow you down183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE02jjf4Wsn
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZnnvnWIYR
I'll need you here183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0801E4c7D
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOOHiw59Sv
Why is it every day183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypvo6R2FI6
That I feel the pain?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzfF2GEsA1
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY82c0N1X4
Where were you when I was down?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSSZmGBo6G
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5HVmn96nb
And my soul mate lives in your body183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWMNQXr9YL
I can't get you out of my head183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenbDzrvfuN
It never goes away
In my life,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBeXKQrK5S
I'll need you here183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe16xN4LBbz
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmXpHGCutA
In your eyes,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb64RnkYZsX
You can bid me farewell183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY154F6VCde
Don't ever try to understand my situation183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfJvX4e4jS
Why is it every day183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc4dj52QwZ
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi1cqqtwfM
When I'm looking for love183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGej1gjjVmg
Always seem to be regretting it183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns15EYwX2i
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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