I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxLfAvEVLW
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvM36uQ0nZ
I sit around wishing you well196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguNEBP8tUR
How I'm craving you196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPDj9M3qIx
Every time I'm near you196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJtz1kMzvT
I always wanna swallow you down196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpMfeyhIL4
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5zUIKH4J2
I'll need you here196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdqo2moqIh
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WArmQ9GAS
Why is it every day196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWItHn6m22
That I feel the pain?196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tjyCfIsht
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qwTcvIPwd
Where were you when I was down?196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblDE0DM6pP
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgTdVqU0ll
And my soul mate lives in your body196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1XMOb4ynW
I can't get you out of my head196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxU8w0DEnD
It never goes away
In my life,196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tPEh1ARjz
I'll need you here196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgSwa2DXKh
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzxpEudFhZ
In your eyes,196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInBnaf2C4E
You can bid me farewell196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rD9qsHQTG
Don't ever try to understand my situation196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lgBtDPZZA
Why is it every day196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9QUReOiim
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmizz91tdtU
When I'm looking for love196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV3d1c962F
Always seem to be regretting it196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV1RUnEFsN
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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