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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8JPoNuuBW
It's all I see. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHiaefWN5a
It's all I feel.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzG7rLn64Y
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnewJrKzrZ
I'm frozen. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2TMYfntSo
Drifting in a black sea.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsE2DBqqOL
Drowning.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBw3SR3uxgF
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5YLfHRHho
I'm broken. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrV4bmZh83
I can feel it.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq8Wg9vTjn
Pulling me under.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWmMmaTCvE
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwW2yoOwtJ
There's no one else.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7slGaIfCB2
It's only me.
Only me.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX3RbxVPny
Only me.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYaxbebT7T
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVGWxrQS9x
Is she even real?264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3jz7pMbET
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIlxEMgrdr
Drawing me to it. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3vHv6dlTU
It's warm. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVZgMmMGQh
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahfzy3UG42
Captivating me. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eLaFOwHib
Freeing me. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvHoQAoGIf
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmiwmaLKlZ
I can feel something.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC9CJ1NKzi
Anything.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fUpIS1Hau
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJxSOdjHKX
Taste her.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I5z4Zod17
Smell her.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcLG2BCW68
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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